Inside Dark Pixie

really bad poem.....untitled

2009-03-18T13:17:00.003-05:00

i crave, i burn
i deeply want more
i hunger, i yearn
To be His whore

His hands on my skin
Driving me mad
i melt and He wins
Bringing out the bad

The bad girl unleashes
Primal and free
The bad girl unleashes
That bad girl is me

Locked up for so long
Hidden to all
Thinking i’m wrong
Not wanting to fall

Then finding my Sir
To nurture and adore
He makes me purr
He makes me His whore

New Year's Inspiration

2009-01-01T09:10:00.002-06:00

Happy New Year all!

Looking back over this past year, there is one thing I wished I had done more of....and it is write. Due to time and real life constraints, I could not devote myself to writing like I wished I had. So, in this New Year, I hope that I can once again find my inspiration to write and even fantasize....if anything, to escape the day to day chaos....and to once again search for the hidden dark pixie within.

So, please keep your fingers crossed that my muse will return.

xoxo

HELP ME PLEASE

2008-06-21T09:45:00.002-05:00

i am in dire need of some inspiration.....and i know that all of you out there can help me get past this writers' block that i am fighting.....

so i am nakedly begging, on my knees, for some help.......

please inspire this lil pixie slut back to bloggerville......

xoxo

I am a hungry whore

2008-04-23T10:37:00.001-05:00

always wanting more and more!

To wander

2008-04-17T12:34:00.004-05:00

To wander through this world…longing for the One
To yearn and ache and bleed…until i feel undone

A deep, black void within…only filled with tears
Consumed with raw desire…to face my darkest fears

Then, He suddenly appears…like a light upon the day
Choosing me as His…intently listening to what i say

Seeing strength deep within…that which i cannot see
i fall down upon my knees….making a joyous plea

Sir, please take me as Yours…make me Your sacred Pet
Promise to teach me, nurture me, so that i will not forget

That I am truly submissive….for You and only You
To be Your trusting, obedient and loyal girl….my heart is pure and true

To feel Your hands within my hair….to have You oh so near
Please touch my warm flesh…whisper sweet words in my hear

Call me names…Your pet, Your slut and Your whore
Until i utterly melt….a messy puddle upon the floor

My flesh does immediately flush…my scent floats in the air
As Your grip moves to my vulnerable throat…while tightening in my hair

I place myself within Your hands…mind, body, spirit and soul
Know that I am not complete…only You make me whole.

Take me on this journey….teach me all that You can
Please care for me, push me, help me grow…until i can no longer stand.

I am begging at Your feet….please listen to me Sir.
Take me as Yours…Your loving pet….listen to me purr.

needing inspiration

2008-04-17T12:28:00.002-05:00

Hello all-

i apologize for being very scarce this year. lots is going on in real life that i have found myself lacking inspiration for writing. i know that all of us go through this, but i still feel the need to apologize and explain. i have received emails from people wishing me well and wanting me to come back to writing....i thank you all for your support.

hopefully, my inspiration will stay with me....as i have missed blog land.

so, here is a kiss to you all.....

xoxo

yours

2008-01-31T04:09:00.000-06:00

naked

shackled

bound

i am Yours

yearning
craving
aching
i am Yours

hungry
needy
insatiable
i am Yours
cherish me
nurture me
love me
i am Yours
take me
feed me
fuck me
i am Yours

your dark pixie

ALWAYS

and

FOREVER

need your opinions please

2008-01-23T06:58:00.000-06:00

hello everyone!

with the new year, i have been trying to find the real me....unearth the real pixie, so to speak....to be what i am....a good girl....a bad girl....and everything in between! i posted this picture some time ago....this is, by far, one of my favorite pics....i see myself as the girl here....or at least i want to be her....sexy....strong....yet still submissive.....the whole package....displayed for all....openly.

what do you get from this picture? what is your interpretation? and how does one get to the point where they feel comfortable in themselves fully to put it all out there for all to see?

i know....not the usual pixie post....but i thought i would pick your brains for a change.....since you already know how my brain works....lol.

xoxoxo

Happy Belated New Year!!!!

2008-01-19T06:23:00.000-06:00

hello all!!!!

i am sorry i disappeared for some time.....lots going on in the real world....and i have been trying to get myself all caught up! i have missed you all and hope that i have not lost my readers and friends. i hope to get all caught up in blogland very very soon!!!!

this pixie has been squirming in her seat for way too long.....i need to get back to blogging.....i need to share my fantasies....and realities......and everything in between......to keep you all wet and hard....indeed....need to make sure everyone is aroused as much as i am....always....remember, i am an insatiable slut.

words running through my mind....in no particular order

probing fingers
kneading sensitive breasts
mouth to mouth
naked on lap
perky nipples
tweaking, nibbling
rock hard cock
dripping wet pussy
glistening through panties
scent in the air
panties ripped
hands tight in hair
deep groans....turning to growls
heavy breathing
animalistic intensity buidling
thrown to bed
spank on ass
bite on shoulder
a whimper......as i am tortured.....in a good way
FUCK ME PLEASE
hungry slut
dripping cunt
needy hole
whimpering for MORE
TAKE ME PLEASE
i am yours, do as you wish

aren't i a greedy little sub slut pixie?

"She is" by moonlite desire

2007-12-13T05:27:00.000-06:00

i found this on literotica.com and thought i would share this....in hopes of inspiring me to write some of my own....enjoy. xoxo

http://www.literotica.com:81/stories/showstory.php?id=99120

She is
by moonlite desire©

A tender gentle caring Man
that wishes to control, to Dominate.
Submitting to His wishes, she gives,
and pleases Him, smiles at His praise

Thoughts of Him are constant in her mind,
for her only desire is to serve Him in all ways.
He is her Friend, she is His listener.
He is her father figure, she is His little girl.
He is on top, she is on the bottom,
her home at His feet.

He directs her, guides her, she strives to change,
to better herself, to reach those goals He sets for her.

He is her Teacher, she is an apt pupil, wanting to learn
of His ways, of His likes, wanting to learn and understand
her sexuality.

He is the One that praises her, molds her, cherishes and protects.
He treasures her, loving her, pushing her to do more, to take more.
She is the one that blossoms in His care, that shines with love for Him,
radiating grace and a passion of the mind, body, heart, and soul.

He leads, she follows.
He wants her to be like so for Him -
slut, whore, wanton, possession, woman; His toy
She strives to be those things fors Him, finding out
more about her desires as she does so.

He is Master, she is slave.
He says; she does.

Yet as she gives to Him, He gives more of Himself
to her, showing her her worth and value to Him.

In His eyes, she is everything, finding a strength notk
nown to her before, finding peace within His hold of her.

His chains bind her, yet she is free.
Free of worrying all the time.
Free of being stuck in her growth ( always expanding)

In His chains, she is free, because she knows He will
cherish her, every part if her being.

She knows He will cherish her, every part of her.
She is His; She is slave….

She is free to fly

longing

2007-12-03T05:40:00.000-06:00

short skirt, skimpy thong.. very naughty toy
clothes ripped from body- oh what joy

lacy panties on the floor
bra on wrist....tying me to the door

my bare knees against the hard floor
cold, trembling limbs...blush red to core

big, strong hands tangled in my hair
goosebumps on flesh from His stare

He quietly whispers, His breath on my skin
my breathing increases, my heads all aspin

smack, smack, smack against my cold bare ass
jerking and jumping with each swat...as i softly gasp

soothing the burn with His soft caress
i slip away and forget my lack of dress

quickly untied and pulled towards the bed
pushed forward....forced down upon my head

round ass up high with legs spread wide
showing my wares....nothing to hide

fingers here and fingers there
my slutty submission i proudly wear

i throatily growl as He fingers me fast
bucking back into Him....making it last

i only climax when i am told
other times, i am denied and ordered to hold

His cock I suck....as if He feeds
i do it happily...it's an insatiable need

to be forcefully dragged and pushed against the wall
to be taken and fucked, i desperately need it all

i please Him always in my wanton display
craving Him badly...aching to play

i am His toy...His perfect pet
i always obey...He keeps me wet

yearning to feel owned, cherished and adored
this whore.....longs for that.....and a lot more

Year Anniversary!!!!!

2007-11-27T05:16:00.000-06:00

Can you believe it???

"Inside Dark Pixie" has been around for an entire year!!! YIPPEE!

I know I have been scarce as of late, but I am hoping to change that once the craziness of the holidays has passed. Thank you to all who have sent their love and support. I really appreciate it. xoxo

What do you think would happen if this pixie begged for some much needed attention????? Am I deserving of an anniversary gift?

Sir-

i do happily look forward to seeing you....i undeniably crave you.....like an addiction that just cannot be sated. You fill my thoughts....my dreams.....you are the very air that i breathe....a necessity to live....i am on my knees for you....waiting for you....please Sir.

i desperately want you to take me.....to touch me.... i want to hear your voice....see your dark eyes upon my body.....my naked form which you own.... i need to be near you.....feel the heat on your skin.....smell your scent as i lean in and taste your hardening manhood.... relishing every taste......getting wetter with every sound that you make.....showing me that i am servicing your cock like the good little slut i am....your grunts and groans making my pussy drool....for only you.

i long to feel your forceful hands in my hair and upon my body.....me arching into you.....my fleshy tits brushing against your chest....whimpers coming out begging you to fuck me.....i deeply need to feel you inside me. Fuck me.....remind me that i am yours......you are the only one who fucks me... and makes me cum over and over again.

please push me.....and i will try to obey and not be challenging. Not to sound selfish.....i need to cum.....and only you can do that for me.....with your fingers.....hands.....cock......even whatever toys are at our disposal. please please make me cum over and over again....i ache to cum for you....to show you how i am yours in all ways....including orgasmically...please make me lose it.....i want to forget everything except the sensation of one climatic wave rolling into another......til i am fully spent and exhausted.....even passed out.....in your arms.....where i long to be.....and belong.

i want to taste you....suck you.....make you cum as you feed me your hot seed......i want to please you.....with my obedience...with my submission.....with my mind, body and soul.

please forgive this greedy pet for begging....i offer myself to you always... do as you please.

xoxo

an admirer wants to take me shopping

2007-11-20T20:09:00.000-06:00

this lil pixie received this from an admirer from hers...it is hot...and i just had to share...whew! this is addressed to me....from him.

Ok... I'm going to couch this in terms of you and I.

we have made plans to meet... it's the big shopping trip...you dress yourself on My direction...a low cut top...you can wear a shelf bra with it , but it must not cover your pert, pink nipples...a short skirt... and the sheerest panties you have... g-string... heels... a little makeup...your curly red hair loose...wild...We meet someplace so you can park and we head in My van to the toy store.

On the way, you are handed a vibe egg and instructed to insert it and have it on low...the tension builds as we approach the shop....though no words are said....all i hear is your ragged breath getting faster....We get to the shop and walk in together...no games where we play I don't know you...instead, we go in as a couple...D/s...but together nonethless and we walk the aisles...slowly....increasing the scent around us as the egg works deep inside your hot hole...Me asking you pointed questions... making sure that if there are others close by, they can hear My questions and your shameful answers.

When the right person comes along near us... I whisper for you to bend at the waist to get something off the lowest shelf...thighs spread wide... not mattering if it is male or female...the object is to have you flash the sheer, wet thong barely covering your naughty bits...advertising your wanton wetness from the buzzing toy...perhaps even showing off the wire from the egg...showing our new friend that your pussy has been busy...of course, you can always lean down so your generous breasts spill into view... but, remember, the whole time I am right there... a hand on you in some fashion so you know I am not leaving you in danger...I'm there watching over My pet slut.

we find the toys we seek and head for the check out... I make sure to have the checker test everthing... and when he starts to check them I say use fresh batteries...

"I'll pay for those as well... she's going to need them working soon"

... which I know would make you blush a fire engine red...with the blush spreading across your curvy body....i grab the anal plug and lube from the counter....i lube the plug generously as you watch in total shock....without warning i spin you around and press you against the counter....you look the clerk in the eyes and quickly turn away as you notice a smile appear on his face....he is witnessing your use.....your submission.....i notice the wetness glistening for your pussy as i hike the skirt over your ass....i push your legs farther apart and order you to "open".

you reach your hands behind you and spread your ass cheeks apart....smiling at your obedience.....i slowly slide the plug into your forbidden hole as i hear you take a deep breath....centering yourself....getting used to be filled in both holes....i look up to see the clerk practically salivating on our toys...and snicker loudly as i notice your eyes tightly closed shut.

i smack your ass loudly to bring you to the moment at hand....i smooth the skirt down across your luscious bottom....collect our toys and take your hand in mine....we walk back to the van slowly...the toys are getting you hotter....hornier.

as we get back to the van I stop you... the door to the van blocking most of the view and Me covering more of it... I tell you to lift your skirt and remove the drenched panties now...after doing that you hand me the panties and climb into the van... your pretty ass comes into view and I make sure to run a single finger along an inner thigh... close to the center of your need but just short.

Not done yet...

As we pull out, I get onto the highway... it's dark...we roll out and in the oposite direction of where we need to go... I order your small feet on the dash...tell you to hike your skirt up and hand you the bag...more orders come...get the first vibe out...i do believe it is time for a test drive...you remove the egg and are instructed to fuck yourself as we drive... and you may not cum unless I permit it... and yes...I am a tease...and, yes i know you like it.

I turn up the heat in the van... knowing you'll sweat... so that when you do the thin top will plaster itself to your tits... your large, pert nipples standing out thru the top... yes...you are embarrased... and yet you are soaked aren't you...as we drive, I make sure we pass on the left of a few trucks so they can see you... looking down as you fuck yourself like the slut you are... that you want and need to be...but you know you are safe... there's 2 layers of glass and speeding pavement between you and the watchers.

As we ride next to a truck, I tell you to open your eyes and watch the watcher... see him looking at you...and you no doubt start working the toy harder... faster, deeper...then the dirty words start from Me... telling you how much of a beautiful slut you are... How proud I am of you to do this for Me... How sexy you look... and then wonderi outloud how badly the truck driver wishes it was him hammering your pussy and not the vibe.

you switch vibes and toys a few times as we drive per my instructions... 2 or 3 hours of you working your pussy... playing with your big tits... teasing the truckers...always so close... yet, always held back... at one point, we have to go through a toll booth... I tell you to straighten up but do not remove the vibe from your messy cunt... you groan as it drives in deep from sitting up.

your nipples are red angry pebbles in your top... the scent of your need fills the van... and you suddenly realize as we get to the booth... I'm using the manual lane... and the person in the booth might be able to smell your wet cunt...because i am in control, I take My sweet time... and the wondrous eyes of the attendant are all over you...devouring you...He can see your soft full tits thru the top...we finally pull away... knowing He has a hard on from seeing you... I tell you to resume the position... and you start fucking your pussy again.

I can hear the strain in your voice...the needy whimpers... now, we are on a dark stretch of road...and in the quiet you hear Me say...

" Cum My dirty little slut... NOW!"

... and you gush and gush and gush...as you cum... mmmmmm... Now that I would love to taste.

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thank you to dmd for supplying the scene......xoxo.

why am i falling down?

2007-11-15T22:15:00.001-06:00

Once was a man who consumed his place and time
He thought nothing could touch him
But here and now it’s a different storyline
Like the straw he is clutching

Why has the sky turned grey
Hard to my face and cold on my shoulder
And why has my life gone astray
Scarred by disgrace, I know that its over

Because I’m falling down
With people standing round
But before I hit the ground
Is there time
Could I find someone out there to help me?

Howl at the wind rushing past my lonely head
Caught inside its own motion
How I wish it was somebody else instead

Howling at all this corrosion

Why did the luck run dry
Laugh in my face, so pleased to desert me
Why do the cruel barbs fly?
Now when disgrace can no longer hurt me

Because I’m falling down
With people standing round
But before I hit the ground
Is there time
Could I find someone out there to help me?

Because I’m falling down
With people standing round
But before I hit the ground
Is there time
Could I find someone out there to help me?
I don’t know…. Why…

downtime

2007-11-07T05:06:00.000-06:00

what an obnoxiously long day....people complaining....phones ringing....everything that could go wrong did....and there was not enough of me to handle it all....the only thing that got me through it all was the thought of seeing Him...He emailed me...telling me to come home to Him...He knew i was in dire need of some downtime...the kind that only He could provide.

exhausted and drained from work...i drove to His house...practically on auto-pilot....my excitement slowly increasing...helping me bounce back with more energy than i had in the morning... i longed for His touch...His taste....i was needy and lusty....hoping to melt into Him immediately....but, as i pulled up to His house, i noticed His car was no where to be seen...like a sad pet, i began pouting instantly.

disappointment resonated through my body, as i grabbed my purse and exited the car....noticing the dampness between my legs....i looked down in embarrassment even though no one else was around...what a little slut....as a drop of excitement dribbled down the inside of my leg.

a little forlorn...i walked to the house and let myself in...i took a quick look around and verified that He was not home yet...i pulled out my phone and checked for any missed messages or texts...none...so, like a good girl, i was ready to wait....wanting more than anything to please Him when He arrived home.

as i approached the kitchen, i noticed a small note on the counter...addressed to me...even seeing His handwriting gets my heart racing....and my pussy throbbing.

"pet, i needed to run out. please get comfy....i will be home soon."

with that note, i took my weary self to the couch...and i spotted one of His button down shirts draped over the arm....i know what "get comfy" means....i removed my clothes..put His shirt on....and crawled under the blanket folded up on the couch....just putting His shirt on erased all of the hardship of my day...somehow, i already felt Him near....and yearned even more so.

time elapsed and i must have dozed...dreaming of feeling, tasting and touching His body....of Him pushing my limits....testing me....my ache increasing....wetness building....i even imagined His scent...His phantom touch.

i groggily opened my eyes as He was there standing above me...naked...and already erect....He had gently pulled the blanket from my body....and unbuttoned the oversized shirt....seeing the hunger in His dark eyes made my body shiver....arching up towards Him....my breasts flushed....i groaned animalistically as He reached down and kneaded both of my tits....while he forcefully tugged on me....i automatically opened my legs....giving in to the beast within.

"oh....is my girl hungry?" He questioned.

i shook my head "yes"...writhing on the couch....a little puddle building underneath my luscious ass...in one swift move, He straddled my head....and touched His erect cock to my lips....rubbing it across my mouth...teasing me....i opened my mouth....licking the salty pre-cum from Him as He rubbed His shaft back and forth across my mouth.

suddenly, He slammed His cock past my lips....into my mouth....down my throat....gagging me....whenever He first gags me....i always forget to breathe and start to panic....i wriggled underneath Him....not breathing....to alleviate my fears....His hands started to roam....caressing my body....tweaking my nipples....circling across my abdomen....crawling towards my mound....tickling the inside of my spread thighs....then, He pulled His shaft up....catching my breath....i heard Him snicker at my obvious arousal....glistening nectar seeped from my pussy....only for Him.

He began fucking my face slowly....while His fingers dived into my juices....sloshing them around....working on the outside of my cunt....driving me mad....as i gobbled His cock up like a proud porn star....i grunted with each thrust into my mouth and tried to buck into His hand....to get Him to touch me....more....deeper....faster.

He kept teasing me as I happily sucked and licked Him....with every few thrusts, He slammed back into my gullet again....getting deeper as i tried opening myself as wide as i could for Him...feeling His balls against me....inhaling His scent....groaning against His meat....sending shivers up His cock....He groaned at the sensation and finally slid two fingers into my greedy pussy.

we growled together....His fucking my face matching the fingerfucking i was getting....as my pussy began to clench tighter....He pulled out....prolonging our play....He slid in and pumped my mouth slower....i moaned in dismay....with that, he squeezed my clit as tight as He could given its' slickness....i squealed with a mouthful and knew better than to protest His ministrations.

pleased with the response, He let go of my clit and began rubbing it gently....the sensation from being pinched set my nerves on edge....and He was pushing me closer....with one hand He circled my clit first one way and then the other....while the other hand shoved two fingers back in....seeking out my G spot.

as He played my body....i grabbed His.....sucking furiously.....i could not get Him deeper....when He pushes me....i turn into his wanton little girl....willing to do anything to please Him....needing to do it all.

"that's my little cockwhore....suck me.....ooooooooooo......yes.....oh slut....i feel you tightening.....does my pet want to cum......fuck yes girl," He deeply groaned.

hearing His voice, i fucked His hand....sucked His cock....and answered "yes" while He fed me His throbbing cock....i was on fire.

"cum NOW"

at that command, a orgasmic flash hit me....my head started spinning....my cunt clenched around His erect member as He spurted His creamy seed deep within my mouth....my pussy milked His fingers like a hard shaft....the waves crashed into me and started in my cunt....going everywhere.....only to go back to my cunt again.....wave after wave washed over me....He kept fingerfucking my needy , wet pussy....pushing me from one orgasm to the next....knowing that i can keep going....wondering how far He can actually push me.

His cock softened within my mouth....grinding His hand....not wanting to stop....i licked Him clean....savoring the taste of Him on my tongue....adoring the scent of Him on my skin....without moving His hands from my sex....He changed positions....no longer straddling my face....He now looked down upon me....kissed me deeply....passionately....moving down to my nipples....licking and biting....all the while i squirmed underneath Him....digging my feet and hands into the couch....still being fingerfucked....my scent in the air around us.

in an orgasmic daze....i looked up at Him....still cumming....over and over again...not knowing how many orgasms hit....He smiled at me and said...

"i wonder how many time you can cum pet....perhaps, we shall find out."

i tried nodding my head....while grunting...i pushed through yet another orgasm....
and another......and another.....while He counted....and smiled at my slutty display.

Timbaland - Apologize - Official Music Video

2007-10-29T19:18:00.001-05:00

this song makes me cry...hits a bit close to home...and i am too used to being cut down all the time.

pixie offline

2007-10-26T13:17:00.000-05:00

hello all-

i am heading out of town this weekend...and will not have internet access. So, hope everyone has a great weekend....talk at ya soon!

xoxo

drifting to madness

2007-10-24T22:30:00.000-05:00

as i drift to sleep...things run through my head

running faster and faster as i snuggle in bed

feelings of sadness, joy, anger and fear

feeling each emotion, within one single tear

pulled everywhere, good girl and bad

trying to please all...hoping none are sad

ignoring my own, desire, passion and lust

aching for Him, the only one i trust

missing Him deeply, sometimes too much

my craving stirs deep, imagining His phantom touch

i unknowingly writhe while i soundly sleep

the dark pixie dreams, those dreams hidden deep

to kiss His lips and hear His voice

He whispers words that make me moist

He knows which button to press for sure

He knows how to touch...my lust is pure

i become the slut He loves so dear

i moan and groan....my purrs He hears

He takes my body as only He can

He insatiably fucks me, that is His plan

to push me...past every limit i know

to help me develop... to help me grow

to create the perfect submissive pet

to devilishly watch how wanton i get

my wetness builds...my pussy aches

i wriggle around and then i wake

alone in bed...but needing Him so bad

yearning to see Him, before i go mad

facade

2007-10-23T20:03:00.000-05:00

perhaps it is because halloween is in the air...or perhaps it is because it has been too long since i have revealed her...but my submissive slut is lurking very close to the surface...so close that i wonder if You can see through my daily facade...see the slutty desires that course through my veins every minute of every day...wonder if You want to take me as badly as i really want You to...i wonder if You think of things we could do to one another...do You yearn for it too?

i see You and wicked thoughts run through my head...i hunger for Your touch...for You to caress my body...please knead my breasts...caress my soft skin...make me tremble...spank my ass...watch it pinken with each swat...watch me shiver...smiling at the effect You have on my body...as You play me like some sort of instrument.

i desperately long for Your hot kiss...our tongues in heated duel with one other...exchanging passion...desire...i imagine tasting You...relishing Your aroma...Your deliciously musky scent...hoping to bring You to orgasm soon...as i know how to make You feel incredibly wonderful...how to touch You...lick You...suck You...make You cum...hard...i need to please You.

i imagine Your tongue tracing down my entire body...ending up on my clit...circling slow...than faster...as i buck into Your head...my nectar pooling underneath me as You push me closer to the edge...playing in my wetness wanting me to cum...for You...because of You.

i tremble to have You deep inside me...in every orifice...as You please...hard, soft...fast, slow...how i just want to drop on the floor in front of You and beg You to take me...over and over again...as my beast needs to be quenched...sated...would You heed my request? or am i being too much of a greedy slut?

all of these lusty thoughts slightly alter my facade..from good girl to bad...so to speak...i can see it...can others? can You?

as i squirm in my seat....my mind wanders...

a wanton blush spreads across my body...goosebumps arise...passion fills my eyes...my hair becomes even more "mussed"...throaty growls and soft whimpers come from deep within me...as the desire builds within my blood...moisture builds within my black panties...i ache for You.

clothes become constricting as my breasts become engorged and my nipples spring to attention...my hands automatically reach for You...to feel You...to stroke You...i arch into You...pulling clothes off piece by piece...hoping you will slide my black panties from my drenched pussy...as my honey scent wafts around us...our mouths pressed together...feeding off of each other as we so sweetly do...i need to feel You fill me...take me...please fuck me...oh so bad.

sigh

then, my mind returns...i look up at You and wonder if You have read my thoughts...a devilish smile appears on Your face...You swiftly move closer...eliminating the gap between us...my breath quickens...my heart races...You grab my long curly locks and yank my head back...You whisper in my ear sending chills down my spine...biting my earlobe...forcing me to walk the line of pain and pleasure...a line i would happily walk for You...i close my eyes and listen closely.

"oh slut, what is on your mind? are you a bit needy?"

i nod in response...my body screaming out for attention.

perhaps the facade is slipping...

when it rains.....it floods!!!!

2007-10-22T19:40:00.000-05:00

thanks to all who have inquired about me in my recent absence....i really appreciate your concern...it is really nice to have been missed.

from my last post, you all know, i tried to go to "the island" for some rest and relaxation...to pull myself up out of my blue funk...instead of peace and solace....i got zapped by the "sick" fairy...and she was not nice at all...like, she ever is, right? like i did not have enough to deal with...my body had to totally crap out....lol.

for over two weeks, i have been battling a severe ear infection....nausea....dizziness....hot and cold sweaty chills and headaches that would knock king kong on his ass....and i have taken otc meds....as well as industrial strength antibiotics, steroids and decongestants....and i can honestly say....I AM SICK OF BEING SICK!

and then, on top of it all, one of my 10 month old poms broke his leg last week...so, imagine a 5lb puffball with a cast that covers his entire front left leg...totally sad...although, he is fairing better than i am...so that is a good thing...he is way more resilient.

so, still not 100% but desperately trying to work on it....keep your fingers crossed....that i can work through all my personal "stuff" as well as start feeling back to normal...thanks for listening to me vent.

i promise i will get back in the swing as soon as i can...xoxo

an island

2007-10-04T05:46:00.000-05:00

feeling sad, lost and alone

in a funk, i sigh and groan

being pulled all over the place
only a few recognizing my need for space

some close to me have no clue
that i want alone time...long over due

i want to escape to somewhere far
i want to look up and see only stars

to not listen to whines and cries
to let the tears well in my eyes

to lose it all, cry hard, long and loud
to not care how i sound, or stand out in a crowd

to take care of myself...like i never do
anxiety and stress overwhelming, that is my cue

to step back, take time, to make me strong
a thought, for so long, i thought was so wrong

not selfish, but rather selfless, i need to heal
did not know it meant a great deal

unfortunately, now, i am no good to no one
unfocused, distracted, in my present state of undone

i want to run to an island...one far, far away
to finally work on myself, come what may.

visiting the Okiya

2007-10-02T07:12:00.000-05:00

this dark pixie has been overly stressed and overwhelmed as of late...so i happily visited my friends at the Okiya (Dragonfly Geisha)....theirs' is a wonderful place to find peace and solace...to perhaps re-focus when floudering as i feel i have been...for their kindness, i left them with a little poem...written from my heart...please do read it and enjoy.

Colors

xoxo

Lengthy, yet insightful Reading

2007-10-01T20:05:00.001-05:00

hello all!!!!!

a friend of mine suggested i read this story...written by a fellow blogger...it is quite lengthy (14 Chapters in all, i think)....but it definitely kept my attention....as i read chapter to chapter....i kept asking myself...could i do this? could i do that?

if you have any time....and have not read this yet, please read it and let me know your thoughts...it definitely stirred something deep within me.

Cell Phone Slave

thank you, to my friend, for bringing this story to my attention. xoxo

control

2007-09-29T17:25:00.000-05:00

i am in control....of me
or at least i was
until i surrendered that control to you

then, i became yours
your slut....your pet...your good girl
all yours...to do with as you pleased

to protect, teach and nurture
to punish, tease and push
to kiss, caress and fuck

always hearing your seductive voice in my head
always seeing your desirous eyes devour my body, mind and soul
always feeling your unrelenting hands on my flushed flesh

becoming instantly wet as i think
about you....what you do to me
and how i want to please you greatly

your fist tightly wrapped in my curly hair
your mouth consuming mine with such intensity
your strong arms craddling me...claiming me

your digits twisting my nipples bringing them to attention
your whispers of filthy words..reminding me i am your whore
my eyes rolling back as i am swept away in sheer sensation

a small slap to my face brings me back immediately
eyes instantly locked with yours
watching my reaction as you play my body like a symphony

deep kisses, while clenching my throat, bring about smalls gasps
my body arching into yours as your hand glides down my body
kneading my wondrous tits changes the minute gasps to steady moans

a swat on my ass makes me wriggle next to you
i squeak with each "smack"...you rotate cheeks...bringing a steady sting
wondering if marks or handprints will be left...secretly hoping

unbuttoning my pants quickens my breath and my heart
eager for you to reach my slickness...your greedy slut
fingers forced deep within my cunt, your cunt, send shivers through my body

as you order me to ride your fingers, i wantonly lose all inhibitions
as you call me names, i grind into your hand...deeper, harder, faster
i feverishly ram my pussy down upon your fingers....until you tell me to cum

the build up is nothing i have ever felt...my head is spinning
my petite body is molten lava...then i finally erupt
clenching you deep within my tight cunt....spasming...losing count of the orgasms

over and over....i ride this blissful wave...one pushing into the other
i keep grinding...fucking...as you order me to do...pushing me
my body writhes forward and back...against your chest...out of control

finally...my multiple climax subsides...my tired body falls against you
you kiss my cheek...claim my lips...caress my hair
you slosh around in my juices....amazingly pleased with your toy

you have total, unconditional control
of me...mind...body...and soul
your submissive slut

"pried"

2007-09-24T19:11:00.001-05:00

this morning He said i seemed "off"...of course, He knows how to read me...under my breath, i muttered about being distressed... the daycare teacher always has to pry my son off of me when i drop him off...my heart breaks daily as i drop my son off at his new daycare...tears well in my eyes...always wondering how long his "don't leave me mommy" display actually lasts...always being reassured that he is only going through a phase...i sigh deeply to myself...hoping the day will get better.

then, He surprised me...nicely...i must add.

"it would take a lot to pry me off of you, pet."

"perhaps, Sir, but i would not want You to be pried off of me."

mmmmmmmmmmm

what a luscious thought! and i wondered why an immediate smile popped onto my lil' pixie face....lol.

warm, strong hands upon my skin
caressing my face, lifting my chin

looking deeply into my eyes
desire immediately grows, nervousness dies

smile on his face...before kissing me deep
showing his need, my heart does leap

heat floods my body, head to toe
no way to hide it, immediately he knows

blush on my flesh, hot to touch
smelling my scent, i need him so much

an eager slut, i may very well be
but, i follow His lead, and wait and see

i greedily want his hands on and in
i yearn to feel his shaft within

i need to taste him..please him great
i want it now, i can hardly wait

snickering, he knows how lusty i get
embarrassingly, he notices the instant i'm wet

carefully, he reads my body and mind
knows how to touch to help me unwind

he takes care of me in such a way
that just seeing and hearing him makes my day

to hear him not want to be "pried" off of me
makes me giggle...full of warmth and glee

follow my instructions...pt 2

2007-09-20T05:40:00.000-05:00

huffing and puffing as i knocked on His door...taking a deep cleansing breath, i focused myself...entered and closed the door behind me...i had arrived...i was where i longed to be always...with Him.

to be continued...

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as ordered, i locked the door...moved further into the darkened room...noticed the blindfold and applied it accordingly...instantly, i felt His hands....He must have been behind the door waiting...at first, He startled me...but I soon melted into His hands...caressing my cheek...sliding down my body...squeezing my fleshy tits...yanking the snaps open on my blouse...the cold air conditioned air swept across my breasts...bringing them even more to attention...He snickered softly before biting and suckling each sensitive nipple...starting with the right one...and then moving deliciously on to the left one...teasingly, He lapped His tongue up my neck...rotating from nibbles to bites...each bite causing me to gasp in ecstasy...imagining the marks that He could leave behind on my skin...the marks that show He owns me...all of me.

His lips roughly pressed against mine in a deep, passionate kiss....tongues rolling against each others...drawing the very breath from my body as His hands snaked down and pulled my skirt up around my waist...revealing my wet, needy cunt...my sweet scent giving my desire away already...without warning, He shoved two fingers into my aching hole while His other hand kneaded my luscious ass...i could not help but groan as He shamelessly finger fucked my pussy...automatically, i started bucking against His hand to get Him deeper and deeper.

sadly, He pulled His mouth away from mine and said,

"what an eager pet you are, my dear....for that i fear i must spank you...i would hate for you to become too greedy."

just as i sighed in disappointment, someone knocked on the door...surprisingly, He grabbed my waist and threw me on my back on the bed...my head spun as i hit the soft blankets.

"spread your legs wide slut...play with that pussy...i want room service to see my whore."

i whimpered softly...slowly spreading my legs...bending at the knees...i moved both of my nervously shaking hands to my juicy folds...i dipped my fingers in...sloshing the wetness around a bit...i heard Him unlock the door and open it...and it was as if everything became slow motion...i could feel eyes upon me....but i could not hear any voices...so, i drifted a bit...swept up in my own pleasure...playing for Him...sliding my fingers up and down my slippery slit...only to rub my clit next...clockwise....then counter clockwise...feeling the beast within me build...a guttural growl escaped as i slid one of my fingers in...trying to fill me...wishing it were Him...when i heard the door slam.

i stopped what i was doing...finger still inside...trying to listen for Him...where was He?

then, i heard His voice,

"look at my lil subslut fucking herself...isn't she beautiful?"

who was He talking to? i wriggled on the bed...as i felt my body temperature rise...a red glow of shame appearing everywhere.

"pet, this nice man came and returned your naughty panties...i guess their was a complaint and these were found. what a dirty girl you are! so, what shall we do for him for being so understanding and considerate? hmmmmm....let me think. i did not tell you to stop playing, slut!"

His voice boomed of anger...He was not pleased with my paralysis...so i fervently fingered my own cunt...praying that there really was no one else in the room...i could not hear anyone...the only sounds i heard came from me...my quickened breath matching the thrust of my own fingers into my hungry hole...i rubbed my clit and fucked my pussy...trying to keep focused on Him...not on the possibility of others.

"yes, yes my good girl...keep going. show him what a slut you are for me. but, do not cum, yet."

i kept pumping harder and harder as i felt heat spread across my groin...building higher...closer to the edge.

"get a closer look...please do not be shy...she is too busy to notice...touch her if you would like...here try this."

without stopping...a tear rolled down my cheek as i thought of another watching my wanton display...my naked cunt...exposed...opened wide...juices glistening in the dim light...as my slick fingers rammed in and out...i continuously pumped myself... i felt fingertips grab my right tit...massaging the delicious globe at first only to roughly pinch the nipple...i growled in pain and threw my head in the direction of the pinch...trying to see through the blindfold...was it Him or not?

"behave slut...he is my guest...and you will do as I say...as always...understand?"

"yes, Sir," i was barely able to whisper.

humbled, i kept playing with myself...embarrassed...yet somehow also excited...a contradiction of feelings battled within me...i moaned louder and louder as both of my tits were massaged...gently...then with more force...arching into the firm hands...i felt a vibration on my inner thigh...i sighed as i knew He had pulled out my toys...the vibrator moved along my inner thigh...then moved to my other thigh...before touching my sensitive clit...forcing me to scream as i held my orgasm at bay.

as my pussy was assaulted with the much appreciated toy...a shadow appeared near my head...instinctively i turned towards it and felt soft flesh pressed against my lips...without instructions...i opened my mouth...as a hard cock was slid inside...i was in such a frustrated frenzy that i could not tell if it was Him...i so hoped it was...but at that point, i did not honestly care...i wanted to fuck and suck...all for Him...regardless of anyone else.

as a throbbing cock fucked my mouth...a vibrator was rammed into my pussy...thrusts matching...a rhythm was formed...in and out...in and out...i moved my hands to the blankets and balled them into fists...trying hard not to cum....then i reached out for the cock...and my hands were harshly slapped away...without even thinking, i reached for my pussy and my hands were grabbed again...but this time...they were pulled tight and tied over my head...as the sensations built within my petite body...all i could do was purr as the cock gagged my throat repeatedly.

then, there was nothing...cock and vibe were pulled away from my body...as i cried "please" softly...wanting an answer...any answer...yet all i could hear was a shuffling of sorts in the room...i turned my head back and forth...trying to see...hoping to hear what was going on...but i was still literally in the dark.

roughly, someone grabbed my legs and pulled me towards the end of the bed...with a grunt, a cock slammed into my hungry pussy...filling me up...stretching me nicely...it slid in and out with such ease as my juices dribbled onto the bed underneath me...my animal was unleashed as i fucked him back...screaming yes....yes....yes...repeatedly.

i pulled my tied wrists to my bouncing tits...playing with them...turning my nipples to taut buds...when, someone else grabbed my hands...and pulled them away from me and rammed a cock into my mouth...a shock ran straight through my body...as i now knew for sure that someone else was in the room.

knowing my confusion, i heard Him voice...

"cum now, slut!"

with that said, my floodgates were opened...as orgasm after orgasm rolled through my sweaty body...tingles started in my cunt and ran from head to toe...my pussy twitched...tightening around the throbbing cock...i sucked the cock in my mouth hurriedly...wanting both to cum with me...what a cockwhore i am.

hearing two distinctly different grunts, i knew they were both close...as my body still rolled on the waves of bliss...over and over...pushing from one into the other...never before feeling like this...my head was dizzy...then, they each hit their walls...one spurted deep within my cunt while the other fed me his salty seed...i fucked with each spurt within wanting him deeper and deeper inside me...and eagerly drank the deliciously, hot nectar being fed to me.

after a minute or two, both cocks were removed...leaving me cold and empty...as i tried to catch my breath...i felt a gentle caress on my face...a little kiss on my breast...and the door opened and closed...were we alone again? i still could not believe another was here with us...watching me...i pondered upon that as i felt mixed juices drool out of my abused pussy.

"you were such a good girl, pet. you pleased me well. how are you?"

He lovingly inquired while removing the blindfold and the ties on my wrists...i noticed my panties on the bed next to me...so, they were really returned...i closed my eyes in nervousness.

"i am fine, Sir," i quietly said as i opened my eyes and looked elsewhere...for some reason, i could not look at Him.

"then, look at me. you submitted fully...you pleased me wonderfully...did i surprise you?"

"yes, Sir."

"who do you belong to?"

"you, Sir."

"and what does that mean?"

"that you can do with me as you please."

"precisely my precious pet...and i did...and you have made me very happy...and after seeing your display, i would have to say, you were pleased as well."

immediately, i blushed and tried to stifle a giggle...and He laughed at my reflex...after being with Him for so long...i still blush and giggle...always surprised at what He brings out of me...He leaned in and kissed me deeply...making me melt into a gooey puddle...much like the one already under my ass.

"now, didn't i mention something about a spanking earlier?"

"yes, Sir."

"hmmmm....you have been so very good...i think i want to make you cum a dozen more times first...at least."

i shyly smiled...seeing a lusty twinkle in His eyes...as another toy appeared out of nowhere and slid into my happily sore cunt...i gasped at the sensation...as He took my breath away before i could thank Him for the orgasms to come.

follow my instructions...pt 1

2007-09-18T18:44:00.000-05:00

-come to my room at 7pm...bring your bag o' toys

-dress as we discussed....do not wear a bra, but you can wear whichever panties you like...these are to be removed and left in the elevator as you ride up to my room...that is after you warm up "my cunt" for me...regardless of any additional elevator passengers, slut.

-knock and enter....door will be unlocked

-room will be dimly lit; enter room....close and lock door behind you

-blindfold will be on bed....put it on

seeing those instructions in my email created an instant creaming of my red lacy boyshorts...orders do that to me...i hear His voice in my head even when reading His emails...His control over me is never-ending...a rush of heat swept across my face as i wondered if those around me knew just what a naughty girl i was...could they smell my wetness...was it that obvious? could they know how badly i needed to cum...and to cum for Him...because of Him?

with a wanton twinkle in my eye and a "good girl" smile on my face, i busied myself for the rest of the day...answering emails...filing important papers...returning calls...anything i could do just to make the time pass and keep my head from wandering off to Him...and to what would be happening in just a few short hours...i could not afford to get distracted...but very much wanted to lustily daydream about Him...*sigh*

finally, the clock hit the end of my workday and i was out the door like a flash....i rushed home...fidgeting in the car due to the constant twitching in my mound...noticing how wet my panties had actually become...imagining the musky wet spot on the car seat...did my co-workers see that spot as i walked out of work???

oh, how my pussy ached...for His touch...how i needed to be near Him...hear Him...feel Him...please Him...the more my mind thought on Him...the more i needed release...the kind of blissful release that only He controls....through granting or denying.

upon arriving home, i hurriedly stripped away all my clothes...literally peeling my panties from my juicy sex... and quickly jumped in the shower...i was to be thoroughly cleaned and freshly shaven for Him...just as He likes me...and expects of me always...i quickly washed and conditioned my curly hair...after doing that...i started shaving everywhere...i did not want to leave a piece of skin untouched...i carefully shaved my cunt...paying particular attention to my already needy pussy lips...trying desperately not to touch my engorged clit...ignoring its' strong throbbing...instead, i lightly caressed the puffy, sensitive hairless lips...imagining His strong, forceful hands instead of mine...imagining what He would be telling me to do to myself as He watched me...shivers ran down my spine with that erotic thought.

slowly, i washed my body with my favorite shower gel...getting wrapped up in myself as i playfully massaged my breasts...cunt...and ass...relishing in the intense sensations...perking up my large nipples...daydreaming of Him...His hands all over me...touching me...taking me...the desire within was building...and i needed to please Him so badly...every nerve in my body needed to submit...now.

the water turned icy and brought be back to reality...whew...i needed to get moving if i was to be on time for Him...once done in the shower...i toweled off...dressed per instructions...totally sheer green snap up top...no bra...short black skirt, green lacy thong and black heels...rushed, i did my hair and make-up...grabbed my bag..and was on my way to slutty submission...electricity running through my body...while my heart tried beating out of my chest.

after driving for about 30 minutes, my breath suddenly hitched in my throat as i turned into the hotel parking lot...i was there...minutes away from Him...yet, i was nervous...i was anxious....and eager....all wrapped up into one squirmy submissive slut...His submissive slut...i parked the car...double checked my make-up in the mirror...grabbed my purse...and headed into the establishment.

i quickly strode passed the front desk...practically sprinting...looking downwards...praying for invisibility and hoping to not get noticed...i did not want to be approached...i was not sure i could even talk...i was so nervous...totally dressed like a whore...i knew everyone could see my hunger written across my face...i imagined S-L-U-T written across my forehead in bright red lipstick...my animal desires hiding deep within my eyes...my pussy was already dripping...molten lava was literally spreading across my torso as if a volcano had already erupted...if i did not walk fast enough, i knew i would have left a wanton trail of lust behind me...a puddle the next patron would be sure to slip in...i picked up my pace when i saw the elevators.

i punched the elevator button repeatedly and subconsciously paced back and forth as i waited for the elevator car to arrive...to my dismay, a couple was already in the car...a couple i was hoping would be getting out as i got in...but no such luck...they looked at me politely as the doors opened and i embarrassingly slid into the car behind them...trying to hide as far in the corner as possible...they continued chatting as if i was not even there which made me feel a little better...or at least not SO self conscious considering my attire...perhaps they would not notice me and what i was commanded to do next.

while half listening to their conversation...only to make sure their attention was elsewhere...i slightly turned my body towards the corner...secretly i slid my hand under my practically non-existent skirt...touching my hot cunt through the thin fabric...feeling the heat emanating from my hungry pussy...i silently groaned as my nipples came to attention...the sheer fabric feeling rough and itchy against my fleshy globes...i whimpered softly as i cupped my sex...already feeling the dampness there...wondering when my juices would begin to flow.

closing my eyes...enjoying the naughtiness...and forgetting my surroundings...with two fingers, i rubbed my slippery slit up and down over my thong...wanting to move the cumbersome material aside and touch my slick hole...but i kept massaging myself through the thong not wanting to disobey His orders...i started rubbing slowly at first...but sped up...rotating from stroking my pussy lips to circling my clit...from one to the other...then back again...my breath quickened...and i know i audibly gasped as i opened my eyes and watched the floors pass me by...i felt my sweet nectar seep through to my hand like a naughty pet...then, i noticed my scent in the air...and pulled myself from the edge...the one i cannot go over without permission...in sheer embarrassment, yet needing to obey, i pulled my juicy panties down in record speed and kicked them behind me...acting like nothing happened.

the doors lazily opened...and i instantly rushed passed the couple...almost knocking them down...a ruddy blush covered most of my hot body...i could not believe what i had just done...because He told me to do so...my heart raced...my blood boiled...from embarrassment or desire?

as i turned to jaunt down the hallway...my stomach hit the floor when i heard,

"oh my. honey, look what she left. i thought she was doing something. oh my god. what a total tramp. how disgusting"

for some reason, i could not help myself, but i looked up...and noticed the man devilishly grinning at me...while his significant other ranted on about my whorish behavior...i could have sworn i saw a large twitch within his trousers...as thoughts raced through my head, i bolted down the hall...huffing and puffing as i knocked on His door...taking a deep cleansing breath, i focused myself...entered and closed the door behind me...i had arrived...i was where i longed to be always...with Him.

to be continued...

from Twilight Falls....

2007-09-16T00:01:00.000-05:00

Troubador over at "Twilight Falls" knows my fondness for sounds...as do others who probably read this blog...but he also found this website which he posted about on his blog last week....

so, i am putting the link up here for you to check out for yourselves....

i will admit that i am naive in many things...and this is apparently one of them...

orgasmic sounds mixed to music??? whew!!!!

check out this link and let me know what you think. i particularly like the music mixed with the orgasms better than the orgasms alone...but they are all pretty hot.

thanks Troubador for bringing this link to our attention!!! i hope you dont mind me posting about it.

http://www.tritriadproductions.com/index.html

Girls, girls, girls

2007-09-11T06:36:00.000-05:00

why is it that some of my "blog" girl friends are now turning their attentions to women? is it that they are looking for new experiences? are they looking to broaden their horizons, so to speak?

i will admit to being curious about my own sex...perhaps, that is from some past threesome fun i had years ago...but, i always wondered if i would have as much fun if it were one on one....i have no hesitation about having a woman join us (for some reason, i always thought i would feel more comfortable as long as their was a penis in the room)....but what about join me (just me)?

if i were in closer proximity to my "blog" girl friends who knows what could potentially happen...lol....i am sure you are all using your imaginations now...feel free to continue doing so...and please clue me in to what you came up with...ya never know...it could be the foundation to a nice steamy story

but, i wonder...i am submissive...with men...would i be just as submissive with women? who knows???

porcelain skin
curves galore
auburn hair
need i say more?

she is shy, yet sexy
but does she know?
she is witty and perfect
should i tell her so?

i am learning about her
finding out so much
what makes her purr
how she wants to be touched

why am i thinking about this girl?
she is on my mind often
unearthing a curiosity
one that's never been spoken

perhaps creating an itch
one that might need to be scratched
definitely has my mind a twitch
wondering what if i met my match?

i have attached a "naughty" video...one that certainly piques my curiosity....what does it do for you?

tagged by kitty....

2007-09-09T20:48:00.000-05:00

I have been tagged by Kitty....this is long overdue, but better late than never right?

Here is what to do:

Go to Wikipedia and type in your birthday (month and day).
Write down three events, 2 births, 1 holiday and tag 5 friends.
There are five slots in the Birthday Meme.
As you are tagged, you have to remove the name in the first slot and bump everyone up so that your name can be added to the bottom.

May 21st Events:
1-In 1945, screen legend, Humphrey Bogard married actress Lauren Bacall.
2-In 1881, the American Red Cross is established by Clara Barton.
3- In 1927, Charles Lindbergh touched down at Le Bourget Field in Paris, completing the world's first solo nonstop flight across the Atlantic Ocean.

May 21st Births:
1-1917- Raymond Burr, American Actor- "Perry Mason"
2-1952- Mr. T, American Actor? lol- "The A- Team"

May 21st Holiday:
This day marks "Navy Day" in Chile, which is basically a day where the country specifically recognizes their Navy. This term is also used in Britain to mean an "open day"at a dockyard, when the public can visit military ships and see air displays, roughly along the lines of an American Fleet Week.

So, now I get to tag 5 people....
- RonJazz
- Brooke at PuppyTales
- Fanta_Cee
- Heels
-George

Previous Players
JeannieGrrl
Stealth
ATLLG
Kitty
Darkpixie

on the verge....

2007-09-08T14:08:00.001-05:00

well...things are moving along slowly and traumatically....for the sake of a better word...and somehow i am stuck in musicland...i am finding songs that either remind me of what i want or how i feel....or everything in between

so here are some lyrics to a song i have recently found....and i am not usually a "country" music person...i SO would love to "fall"

and kitty....i will get to the tag this weekend...i promise! xoxo

Clay Walker FALL Lyrics

Hold up there you go again
Puttin on that smile again
Even though I know you’ve had a bad day
Doin this and doin that
Always puttin’ yourself last
A whole lotta give and not enough take

But you can only be strong so long before you break…

So fall go on and fall apart
Fall into these arms of mine
Ill catch you every time you fall
Go on and lose it all
Every doubt every fear every worry every tear
Im right here
Baby fall

Forget about the world tonight
All that’s wrong and all that’s right
Lay your head on my shoulder let it fade away

And if you wanna let go baby its okay

Fall go on and fall apart
Fall into these arms of mine
Ill catch you every time you fall
Go on and lose it all
Every doubt, every fear, every worry, every tear
Im right here
Baby fall

Hold on hold on hold on to me...

Fall go on and fall apart
Fall into these arms of mine
Ill catch you every time you fall
Go on and lose it all
Every doubt, every fear, every worry, every tear
Im right here
Baby fall

There is no official music video for this song....so I found this if you actually wanna hear the song.

"Fall" by Clay Walker

i am back.....kinda

2007-09-07T06:33:00.000-05:00

hello all!!!

well, i am back from my trip and getting used to normalcy again...lol...or at least, trying.

anyway, i am dealing with some "not good" kinda stuff, so may not be up to blogging much...but who knows....that could change.

so...i thought i would share some music that i have been listening to alot...george usually has music on fridays...so i am following in his steps... :)

What color do you need? and boy does this fit me....

2007-09-04T22:52:00.000-05:00

You Need Some Green in Your Life

Green will make you feel alive, renewed, and balanced.

And with a little green, you will project an aura of peacefulness and harmony.

If you want stability, you've got to get a little green in your life!

For extra punch: Combine green with blue or purple

The downside of green: It can promote jealousy in yourself or others

The consequences of more green in your life:

You will be drawn to a new life path

You will feel free to pursue new ideas and interests, no matter how strange

You will be released from the demands and concerns of others

What Color Do You Need?

reminder....

2007-08-29T00:05:00.000-05:00

i am still on vacation and will be back in another week....

hope to see you all soon!!!

xoxo

been reviewed by Dark Scribe

2007-08-28T09:56:00.001-05:00

hello all...still on vacation here, but i wanted to let you all know that i have been reviewed by dark scribe at adult blog hub...you can catch it here....

Reviewed by Dark Scribe

i am having some serious computer issues out here...so unfortunately, i cannot post as much as i would like...so please bear with me.

Twilight Falls

2007-08-23T00:15:00.000-05:00

please be sure to stop by and visit my friends at Twilight Falls. you can find their link on my link list on the right. they have a new blog that i am sure you all will like!!!

send them a friendly hello and welcome them to "blogland"!!!!

xoxo

Tagged by Tom's Cock Whore

2007-08-23T00:01:00.000-05:00

I was tagged by Tom's Cock Whore...so here it goes!

*What side of the heart do you draw first?
the right side

*Can you dive without plugging your nose?
Dive...yes!

*What color is your phone?
Black

*Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
Him

*Where are you right now?
at my computer...lol

*How do you feel about carrots?
Carrots...ahhh...i am kinda indifferent to them.

*How many chairs at the dining room table?
6 chairs

*Who is the best Spice Girl?
Spice Girl? You have got to be kidding with this question!

*Do you know what time it is?
Yep...computer has a clock! lol

*What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
Not sure...never been stuck in a small space like that. If my phone worked, I would call someone.

*What's your favorite kind of gum?
Don't have a favorite. Whatever strikes my fancy in the checkout lane!

*T or F: All is fair in love and war?
False. Neither is fair...

*Do you use words that you don't know the meaning to?
Nope

*Do you like to sleep?
Yes...but I do not sleep much!

*Do you know which US states don't use Daylight Savings?
No idea! And, honestly, not sure I care...lol.

*Do you know the song Sugar We're Goin' Down?
Yes I know it. I have it on my Ipod.

*Do you want a bright yellow '06 mustang?
Sure...why not?

*What's something you've always wanted?
to be happy.

*Do you wear a lot of black?
Yes.

*Describe your hair.
Red with blonde highlights...totally curly and thick.

*Are you an adult?
Chronologically speaking...yes!

*Who is/are your best friends?
My best friend is Nicole.

*Do you have a tan?
Yes

*Are you a television addict?
Not sure...I have things I like to watch....but I will live if I miss them.

*Do you enjoy spending time with your mom?
Sure. I do not see her enough and like my time with her when i get it.

*Are you a sugar freak?
Sometimes...depends on my mood.

*What is your favorite movie?
Dont really have a favorite movie.

*What's your sign?
Gemini

*Where do you wish you were right now?
with Him

*Who did you copy this from?
Tom's Cock Whore.

*How do you know them?
She's a fellow blogger.

*Would you have sex with them?
Hell yes...she sounds incredibly fun!

Okay I need to tag 3 people. George, Fanta Cee and RonJazz

time off

2007-08-22T14:43:00.000-05:00

hello all!!!

i just wanted to let everyone know that i did not disappear...i took my little one to florida to visit my family. hence, the lack of posting. i will post when and if i can....and i will try to keep up the reading...but, if all else fails...i will have to catch up when i get back home!!!

hope everyone is well!

xoxo

A Story for me.....

2007-08-19T13:10:00.000-05:00

I am tickled pink because Alex from Alex and Suze took my suggestion for a story and started one just for me!!! Of course, now I am eagerly awaiting the next installment, as I sit and squirm in my seat. Do I feel a bit of wetness below? Alex, you certainly have an effect on me.

I would throw a temper tantrum, but my submissive side it telling me to be a "good girl?. So, I will kneel patiently and wait.

Please go check out Un-Bridled Passions – Part 1 of 2 posted on August 16th.

Thank you Alex!!!! xoxo

it's been too long...sigh

2007-08-14T18:41:00.001-05:00

have you ever had a phrase stick out in your mind...one that brings an immediate smile to your face when you originally hear it...and one that keeps you smiling when you keep replaying it in your head...today, i heard one such phrase...it made me melt...and it made me immediately wet!

i was itching to get a taste of His meat for so long...i could already taste Him...and He had yet to open His trousers....yum...my breathing had already quickened in anticipation...i wanted Him...i needed Him SO badly.

i knelt in front of Him...eagerly licking my lips...watching in fascination as His throbbing cock sprung free from His black briefs...my eyes widened in pure lust as i snaked my tongue out and licked up one side and down the other side of His beautiful shaft...i swear goosebumps appeared on my body...my need for Him was so strong...then, finally, my mouth covered Him entirely as I slide Him back into my throat.

i do not know how long it had been since i had tasted Him...touched Him...but, it was far too long...i pulled myself closer into His groin and rested His sensitive balls in my cleavage...just like He loves...i moved my hot mouth up and down...up and down...being sure to press my fleshy tits into His balls...cupping them...stroking them.

then, He grabbed my head...and forced His cock deep in my throat...causing me to gag...yet turning me on immensely...my pussy throbbed...longing to be impaled by His rod over and over again...i pulled up for air...and then He pushed Himself deep into my gullet again...tears welled in my eyes...drops of sweat and saliva rubbed across my face as He fucked my mouth...oh so slowly...driving deep...hard...and feverishly into my mouth...he called me naughty names...increasing my desire ten fold...and then he said:

"oooo baby! you give the best head i have ever had."

that phrase alone made me so hot...He had never said that before...yes, i have picked up on cues as to what He likes...but, something about that phrase...made me heady...knowing that i please Him so much...that He loves how I worship His cock...that i do a job well done...i wanted to beg to be fucked...but my desire to please won out as He fucked my face until He came deep in my throat.

and...now, i cannot help but smile as that phrase plays over and over in my head...i love being His slut...it definitely was TOO long.

xoxo

i apologize for not posting lately, but i have a little one under the weather...so, i have not forgotten about you,my blog friends...just a bit sidetracked by a dreaded double ear infection. YUCK!

What breed of puppy am I?

2007-08-14T17:05:00.000-05:00

You Are a Boxer Puppy

Energetic, playful and good with kids.

You've also got a wild spirit that can't be trained or tamed.

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

Being "untrainable" or "untamable" could be problematic for this sub?

Thanks to Gadfly for this quiz.

wicked dance partner

2007-08-10T19:22:00.000-05:00

we went to our favorite club...the place where He shows me off...the place where i can dance...flirt when ordered...and do anything else He commands...what is it about music that gets my body moving and pushes my inhibitions out of the way...to let my inner slut rear her pretty head?

i dressed as instructed...short, short skirt...low cut blouse...no panties or bra...and my favorite platform sandals...just putting the final touch on my outfit made my pussy twitch in anticipation of the potential flirting to come.

we arrived in the midst of a crowd, but were escorted in immediately...it is so nice to have connections...He apparently had called ahead to let them know we were coming, as a table was waiting just for us...it had a perfect view of the entire place...before we reached the table He was already scoping out the club-goers...He had His hand on my neck...directing me through the crowd and pulled me backwards suddenly.

"What do you think of him, pet?"

"he is cute, Sir."

"I will have to keep him in mind."

"yes Sir."

i instantly blushed wondering what He, in fact, had in mind...usually we come here...i drink and dance...sometimes, i dance with others if He allows it...sometimes, He will grace me with a dance...to show the others that i am His...but nothing happens other than mindless flirting...why did tonight feel different?

we sat...He ordered our drinks...and we watched all the people around us...dancing...talking...drinking...he pulled my chair closer to His...He massaged my inner thigh...and leaned in and whispered...

"pet, i want you to dance for me...you may dance with others...hell, i don't care if others fondle you...after all you are a whore.....my whore...but remember, you are dancing for me...be my little flirtatious slut...be my horny cock tease...now go, slut."

hearing those words made me melt into His body...you could feel the warmth emanating from my pussy already...i was hot and ready...and getting wetter with each beat of the song playing...He saw intense desire flicker within my eyes...He kissed me roughly...passionately...biting my bottom lip as our lips slowly parted...taking my breath away...i stood up as He lifted my skirt up...revealing my bare ass....He, then, slapped it firmly while i walked to the dance floor in front of Him.

i closed my eyes and let the music fill my entire body...i started swaying my hips...rolling my head back and forth...red locks flying through the air as i became one with the song...i opened my eyes a little to feel His dark gaze upon me...He was burning a hole through my clothes...i could feel His eyes devouring my eager body.

i was pulled from His gaze by the very same guy that Sir had pointed out upon our arrival...i looked down shyly to see his hands encircle my waist...then, i felt his hardening cock push up against my ass...needing to perform for Sir, i ground myself back into his groin...to let him know his advances were very much appreciated...he wiggled against me in response, as we danced to the song without even saying a word...his hand still around my waist...my ass bouncing against his shaft...and my eyes never leaving Sirs...what a little prick tease!

when the song ended, he spun me around to face him...we exchanged pleasantries...and kept dancing to the next song...i told him that i was not at the club alone...that i was there with my Sir...and i was dancing as He had instructed me to do so...this seemed to confuse my dance partner, but he did not leave...he quizzically looked over my shoulder at Sir...in return, Sir tipped his head to confirm my story.

i continued on to tell him that i might have been dancing with him...but i was dancing for Sir...so he was more than welcome to continue dancing with me...but the show was for Sir and not him...surprisingly, this did not put him off at all...instead, he seemed more into me than before...we erotically danced with each other through a few more songs...he groped my breasts...fondled my ass...kissed my neck...desperately, my pussy ached to be touched...but that was only going to happen if Sir wished it to.

"I believe your 'Sir' is headed this way," my new friend, John, shouted to me over the loud music.

i opened my eyes to see Sir part the dancing crowd and stroll right up to us...He pushed me to the side and chatted with John...i could not hear what was being said between the two of them, as the music was way too loud...i just kept dancing...in my own little musical world...savoring Sir's ministrations... shivering as His hands ran all over my sensitive flesh.

He openly tweaked my nipples through my flimsy blouse...i groaned...the two gentlemen were deep in conversation when i noticed John take a quick look at me...just as Sir's hand went underneath my skirt...He sloshed His fingers around in my wetness...playing with my juicy cunt...i moved my body closer to His...i writhed under His touch...wanting His fingers to enter my slippery slit.

Sir pulled His hand away...and moved His fingers in front of my face...i immediately lapped my sweet nectar from them...really showing John what a slut i was...John watched me clean Sir's fingers with utter fascination.

i felt lost without Sir's touch...and curious as to what they were talking about...suddenly Sir pulled my ass into His groin...and John moved in front of me...both men started moving with me to the music...i felt Sir's hands move around to cup my breasts...He pulled my shirt down even lower for John to get a better look...both men smiled...apparently, i was in for something....but what?

Sir nibbled on my neck...forcing my eyes to roll back in my head...He knows the buttons to push...to get me hot and bothered...Sir lifted my skirt up a bit and slid both hands under to tease my engorged clit...John attended to my luscious breasts...He bent down and bit one nipple and then the other through my blouse...his bite sent chills straight through my body...ending in my cunt...which craved some much needed attention.

Seeing my response....John slid His hands seductively down my body and under my skirt... I kept dancing...backed up against Sir...as Sir wrapped His arms around my breasts...cupping, fondling and tweaking...whispering naughty words in my ear...just as John forced His fingers deep into my hungry pussy.

i was so incredibly wet that he entered quickly...i gasped in shock...as Sir said...

"Slut, I decided to let John play with you a bit. He really did not believe that you are mine to do with as I please. So, call this proof of ownership. You cannot cum until I allow you to. Keep your eyes upon him. I want him to see what you do for me. Do you understand?"

i nodded in response as i could not form any words even if i wanted...John's fingerfucking pace was relentless...my pussy dripped as i got closer and closer to the edge...my eyes locked on to John's...i thrust back into His fingers...needing them deeper and deeper...i bit my lower lip to keep myself from cumming too early...i did not want to displease Sir...i could not let that happen.
John smiled mischievously...i could feel my orgasm building....my breathing quickened as a light blush appeared all over my skin...Sir kissed my neck teasingly before biting my shoulder hard...i yelped in pleasurable pain...then he kissed my new mark tenderly...i felt my juices dribble down my inner thigh and hoped that i would be granted relief soon.

suddenly, Sir shouted, "Cum now, my little slut!"

with that being said, i exploded all over John's fingers and hands...my climax washed over my entire body...my wetness pooled underneath us upon the dance floor...my pussy muscles clenched upon John's fingers...milking them like a hard cock...John's eyes widened as the intensity of my orgasm surprised him...i threw my head back against Sir...John's fingers still fucking my wet slit...banging through another orgasm...my knees buckled...but Sir held me tightly...knowing how dizzy i get.

John slowed his pace...panting himself, he slipped his fingers from my gaping cunt...he smiled at me...and kissed me tenderly...then he spoke.

"You said you had an amazing pet, but I had no idea. Wow. Thank you for letting me play."

"You are most welcome John. Who knows? Maybe next time, you will get to play with her in some other way."

John flashed a smile...said goodbye and was gone.

my head was spinning...what just happened? i looked up at Sir with curious eyes...

"Slut, you have been a very good girl tonight. Let's go home, pet. I am not through with you."

i blushed brightly and smiled...my questions vanished as soon as He called me His "good girl"...that is what i, ultimately, long to be...that is why i place my entire being in His hands.

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for some reason, this song keeps reminding me of this fond scene.....

Do you?

2007-08-08T07:30:00.000-05:00

please hear my plea
do you want me?

do you desire
to light my fire?

to taste my lips?
to threaten whips?

for me to appease
you, on my knees?

to call me whore?
make me cry for more?

to smell my scent?
to make me spent?

to touch my skin?
increase the flame within?

to tie me tight?
what a slutty sight!

to spank my ass?
your naughty lass!

to make me purr?
to call you Sir?

to make me wet?
to fuck your pet?

to hold me near?
to love me dear?

Toys...toys....toys

2007-08-06T20:23:00.000-05:00

He emailed me a "toy" list and told me that i needed to build up my toy box...so to speak. i have very few toys...and even less experience using them...apparently, that is going to change and rather quickly if He has anything to do with it...and of course, He does....and knows this.

Here is what I got from Him: (and my reactions)

Okay My Pet

Here's the list,

1.) Vibrating Butt Plug, large, with controller on long wire

(oh my....lots of squirming)

2.) Short Leather Cat-O-Nine Tail Whip

(gulp- never had a whip before)

3.) Adjustable Nipple Clamps connected by chain with a 3rd clamp on chain for your clit

(clamps....how is one to concentrate when everything is clamped together?)

4.) Leather Riding crop

(ouch- my ass already hurts)

5.) Anal Beads the stiff kind not on a string

(i like anal....but....why does my heart race on this?)

6.) Thigh High Fishnet Stockings or Fishnet Stockings with Garter Belt

(i dont wear hose- i have nice legs without needing this.....this will take some getting used to)

7.) Blindfold

(oh yes, please!!!!)

8.) Velcro wrist & ankle retraints

(another yes to this too!)

I can either purchase these online or go shop at the store. OMG...I have never shopped for anything like this in my life. To make matters more unnerving...there is a certain dress code (or lack of dress) for my shopping excursion...i will give you the details on that at a later date...hopefully, after i have completed my trip to the adult store.

Well, He calls this a list of toys. When my mind thinks of toys....i automatically think of my four year old...and his wish list for Santa at Christmastime. But my warped mind just went into overdrive....does Santa have a secret workshop where he makes these kinds of toys???? hmmmmm......I am so demented!!! lol

Distracted

2007-08-05T09:49:00.000-05:00

my mind wanders off to space

a different time....a different place

feeling your skin, Your hot touch

craving all of You...so very much

longing to be on my knees

tasting you...needing to please

Your strong hands in my hair

my body devoured by your dark stare

You roughly slap my fleshy ass

i gasp as the sting does slowly pass

You pull my hair and bite my neck

making me a total "wet" wreck

Your hot breath on my sweaty skin

Your cock is buried deep within

You fuck me at your own pace

a needy red blush appears on my face

i am near the orgasmic edge

gripping You tight, to stay on the ledge

faster, You fuck my slippery hole

heading for Your ultimate goal

i scream and moan in total bliss

You muffle my sounds with Your kiss

"cum now my pet, cum with me"

i loudly purr in utter glee

"that's my slut, my good girl"

hearing those words sends my heart a whirl

i fall soundly asleep in Your arms

knowing You keep me safe from harm

this dream at work distracted me so

i long for You, i can't wait to go

i am His

2007-08-04T14:55:00.000-05:00

large hands to hot skin

my sensitive flesh he undeniably wins

without hesitation, i am his to bend

surprisingly enough, even his to lend

it truly is hard to explain

the fine line between pleasure and pain

from completely giving up all control

to fully offering my hidden soul

deep within, all lust and desire

trying to escape, an intense burning fire

my goal is to please and submit

this to myself, is extremely hard to admit

truth be told, i am his slut, his whore

amazingly, i desperately want more

yearning for Him and His attentions

i need Him offering support and directions

to happily become the best obedient pet i can be

all His...all for Him....and even for me.

note to self

2007-08-03T15:14:00.000-05:00

after writing steamy story (like my last post)....making myself all hot and bothered....and missing Him.....

remember to take purse into tanning salon....that is, if said purse, hides a "toy" necessary for much needed relief

how frustrating.....to have it so close and yet so far...

i know i have difficulty masturbating....but everyone tells me to keep practicing!!!! and i SO could have used the practice.

xoxo

Ambushed- pt 2

2007-08-02T07:45:00.000-05:00

my entire body convulsed as my orgasm washed over me just like the pouring rain...my pussy muscles clenched around His fingers as He kept banging me...fucking me through my orgasm...i whimpered and wiggled....but, He did not stop...He pushed me to the edge again...then again...my sounds were getting very loud....but, luckily were drowned out by the rain...and the local traffic....i was an insatiable slut...cumming...over and over again...in a rainstorm...outside....for anyone to see....what a greedy little bitch i can be.

to be continued.....

My body writhed from His hot touch in the freezing rain...it was intense....erotic....sensations flying everywhere....my body tingled from head to toe....with the concentration of sparks ending in my tight little cunt...being thoroughly fingerfucked by Sir....as He leaned in and licked the raindrops from the valley between my luscious breasts...i gripped His shoulders tightly for fear of being swept away by it all...i was wet from the storm...and even wetter from Sir.

to my dismay, He removed His fingers from my pussy...making me feel extremely empty...i always long to be filled by Him...when He pulled His fingers out....He slid down the length of my entire body...lifted my skirt up even higher...the cold rain drops sizzled as they fell upon my hot snatch...then, He squatted in front of my hungry hole...and lightly licked my engorged clit...my knees practically buckled underneath me as Sir grabbed both my hips and pulled my cunt into His open mouth.

i yelped loudly and rested back against the car...my head was spinning...His assault on my pussy was sending me over the edge repeatedly...i spread my legs even further apart to give Him easier access...i did not want it to stop...people could have pulled up a chair in front of us...and i would not have cared...i was in heaven.

suddenly, He pulled away and stood up...He pulled me into Him...skirt still up...pussy and ass still exposed...i felt His rock hard cock through His trousers...He kissed me roughly...our tongues dueled...i savored the taste of me on Him...i moaned into our kiss...He wrapped His arms around me and slapped my ass....i jumped as He broke the kiss.

without needing instruction...i immediately fell to my knees...not caring that my clothes were still in disarray...i unbuckled His belt...unzipped His trousers...imagine my delight, when i saw He was not wearing briefs...His shaft sprung out at me...i could not get it into my mouth quick enough...quickly, i saw a glisten of pre-cum just as i shoved Him deep into my mouth....i circled my tongue around the tip...tasting His salty seed...purring against Him...sending little bolts of electricity through His cock...down to His balls....He threw His head back...groaned in approval as i moved my hands around to His ass...to force Him deeper into my throat.

He grabbed my hair tightly with both hands and began fucking my face like a madman...He thrust His cock in and out of my mouth...using me as His fucktoy...like the cock hungry whore i am...i opened my mouth wider to allow deeper access...my juices were dribbling from my open pussy...i was getting hotter and hotter as He used me...reminding me of the slut i am...His one and only slut...He rammed His tool down my throat...making me gag...i breathed through it...only for Him to do it again and again...tears began welling in my eyes...i so wanted to take Him deeper...needing to please Him so badly.

faster, He slammed His balls against my chin as He kept banging my mouth...every couple of thrusts had Him groaning deeper and louder...i looked up from below and saw His eyes roll back in His head as He picked up His pace.

"gawddddd....yes, slut. your fucking mouth feels so good....yeah, deeper....fuck yes."

i took Him deeper than ever before...savoring His musky scent every time my nose hit His groin...wanting to inhale His very being...His words were pushing me closer to orgasm...i picked up my pace and started fondling His balls...turning into His animalistic whore...i was hungry for Him...and He knew it...i felt His balls begin to tighten...knowing He was so close.

surprisingly, He slipped His throbbing cock from my bruised lips...looked down at me...and ordered me to cum...just as he spurt His seed across my wet blouse and exposed breasts...i watched in wonderment as His creaminess splashed against my wet body...mixing with the rain...simultaneously, my floodgates opened...adding to the ever-increasing puddle underneath me.

practically naked...in the midst of a rain shower...there i was...on my knees in front of Sir...with His cum dripping down my fleshy tits...smiles on both of our faces...oblivious to our surroundings for what seemed like forever...but was only a few seconds.

Sir pulled me up out of my delicious daze...He helped me to my feet...planted a loving kiss upon my sore lips...stroked my wet hair from my eyes...and told me what a "good girl" i was...i melted under His strong shoulder as He walked me to the other side of the car...with keys in hand, He unlocked and opened the door...helped me into the car...and ran to the driver's side and got in.

"now, let's go home, pet."

i laid my head in His lap as we drove away.

"yes, Sir."

Ambushed

2007-08-01T07:30:00.000-05:00

"what are you doing after work, pet?"

"well, i have errands to run, Sir."

"like what kind? where are you going?"

" i need to go to the post office...i need to stop at the store....i need to stop at the bank...i am not really sure what else i need to do."

"O.K. slut. Do what you need to do and I will see you later."

"yes, Sir."

i quickly hung up the phone...with the list of things-to-do furiously running through my head, i picked up my purse and ran out of work...unfortunately, i ran right into a terrible rainstorm...being cooped up at work all day made the day pass me by without even noticing the weather...that is what happens when i get busy and the day flies passed me.

i said "damn" to myself as i trekked across the large parking lot to my car...of course, the weatherman, this morning, mentioned nothing of storms...so i did not have an umbrella...and shivered as the cold rain fell down upon my body...while a heat began building in my nether regions in anticipation to see Sir.

i ran to the post office and store without a hitch and happily headed to the bank...eager to be done and on my way home... i pulled into the enormous parking lot and cursed...the drive thru lanes were filled with cars upon cars...i did not want to wait...i have no patience...hell, i wanted to get home...get dry...and ready for Sir.

unfortunately, i had to park far across the lot...even around the corner a bit....there was no way to avoid getting soaked from the torrential downpour...i hoped they were giving away something at the bank to account for all the cars...i could not believe how mobbed the place was...i pulled into a space back against the fence...i grabbed my things....took a deep breath...opened the door and made a run for it.

i must have splashed in every single puddle...i ran this way and that trying to avoid the little lakes that were pooling up in front of me...eventually, i started giggling cause i felt like a little kid playing in the rain...luckily, i got close to the building to shield against the ran and followed it around to the front door.

i waited in the necessary lines to get my banking done and eagerly ran out of the bank...to hell, with the rain, at this point, i just wanted to get home...i was already wet....how much wetter could i get?

as i fumbled with the keys to unlock my car door...i heard someone behind me....suddenly, i felt hands in my hair as i was pulled back into someone...my heart started thudding so loudly i was sure it could be heard outside my body...as i started hyperventilating, i felt hot breath on my ear.

"my my slut, you are just soaked."

i took a deep breath as my body melted back into Sir's...as His one hand stayed tight in my hair, His other hand slipped around the front of me into my blouse...He released the front hook on my bra...my luscious tits were free for His pleasure....He pinched one nipple hard and rolled it back and forth between His fingers...i hissed...and ground my ass back into His body...i could not help it...i looked down and watched His hands playing through my soaked, now see-thru blouse...He moved to the other nipple and did the same thing...i became wet instantaneously.

as the rain fell down upon us, He bit my earlobe...i yelped in pain....and in erotic pleasure...His hand moved from my breasts to my aching cunt...He yanked up my short skirt...pulled my wet panties away....and slipped His fingers in between my folds...He pushed me against the side of my car...and assaulted my juicy pussy with His fingers.

i groaned and leaned my face on top of the car...my knees were weak...my body wiggled back into His...wanting to be one with Him...He circled my clit...first slow....then fast....then slow again....teasing me....prolonging my release....if He was going to grant it.

quickly, He stopped...turned me around....and kissed me passionately....i noticed someone passing us out of the corner of my eye....they did not pay us any bit of attention...no sooner did i see that passerby, then Sir pulled away from me....He looked deeply in my eyes....pushed me against the car again....mauled both of my breasts together...His tongue snaked out to bite each nipple through my blouse...my body was on fire....i gasped trying not to be so loud.

with a quick snap, He had my panties torn off and His hand was back on my cunt...His cunt....He shoved two fingers deeply in my wet hole...He moved in and out of me....even in the rain, i could hear my juicy pussy swallow His fingers... only to have Him fuck me faster with them...i leaned my head into Him to muffle my purrs...i was getting so turned on that i started fucking back...with each thrust of His...i thrusted into Him....never wanting to be without His fingers...His touch....Him.

His other hand grabbed the back of my head and pulled me up to face Him...we locked eyes...i was held by His gaze...it was mesmerizing

"what do you want slut?"

"Sir, may i please cum?"

"out here in the open?"

"oh my, yesssssssssssssss Sir."

"cum now, my greedy little whore."

my entire body convulsed as my orgasm washed over me just like the pouring rain...my pussy muscles clenched around His fingers as He kept banging me...fucking me through my orgasm...i whimpered and wiggled....but, He did not stop...He pushed me to the edge again...then again...my sounds were getting very loud....but, luckily were drowned out by the rain...and the local traffic....i was an insatiable slut....cumming.....over and over again.....in a rainstorm...outside....for anyone to see....what a greedy little bitch i can be.

to be continued....

thanks a bunch

2007-08-01T01:00:00.000-05:00

i just wanted to offer a bit of thanks to two blogfriends.

thank you Suze for designing my wonderful new banner. i absolutely adore it. and, thank you Alex for helping me get it posted on my blog and other sites....i appreciate your help and am sending huge hugs of thanks to you both!!! xoxo

100 Things about Me Meme

2007-07-31T22:16:00.000-05:00

i know this meme has been floating around the blogworld for years...well, a friend of mine tagged me with it, so here it goes. i am supposed to list 100 random things about myself. for what it is worth, i sure hope that i do not bore everyone with my list....these are not in any particular order...it is just how the list popped into my brain!

i am supposed to tag people with this meme...but i hate pressuring anyone. so, if you feel like sharing anything about yourself, please feel free. :) and, i promise to get back to writing some sexy, fun stuff....it just seems that all these meme's popped up at once!!!! xoxo

100 random things about me:

1. I am barely 5 ft tall.
2. I can wear a kid's size 3 gym shoe.
3. When I was shopping for a graduation outfit to graduate from 8th grade, the shoe salesman tried to put me in a pair of black patent leather buckle shoes since my feet were too small. He did not have any heels my size....I was so embarrassed....lol.
4. For that same shopping trip, my grandmother told me that I needed a dress free flowing from the hips...even back then I had curves and she was embarrassed by them.
5. My other grandmother once stopped me outside from playing in the snow with my sister and my cousin because she thought I would hurt them from being bigger than they were. From early on, my grandmother thought I was just fat and always told me so.
6. I was a serious brainiac in school. When taking tests in 8th grade, they would move me to the back of the room, so no one could copy off of me. That always bothered me.
7. I got straight A's all through school- from first grade through high school.
8. I originally started college wanting to be a lawyer....in the hopes of being a judge.
9. Changed to early education degree which then turned into English liberal arts degree.
10. I wanted to be a marine biologist when picking colleges but my parents laughed and did not approve.
11. I went to Catholic school all the way through high school....had to wear uniforms and have never really been devout.
12. I can play piano, saxophone and clarinet. Was in the band in grammar school and high school.
13. I was teased badly upon entering high school....one really mean boy said I looked like Danny Bonaduce from the Partridge Family. I was (and still am) mortified. I went to an all girls high school, but the boys school was across the parking lot. Being in band, we got to walk across to the boys school daily for band class.
14. I had a male best friend in high school who dated all my girlfriends except for me....and to this day, I still wonder why....and wish we would have dated.
15. Lost my virginity when I went to college at 18 to my first boyfriend who I then married and eventually divorced.
16. I do not like crowds....they make me very nervous.
17. I hate to fly. I get physically ill and dizzy from flying.
18. I love watching sunrises and sunsets and love listening to chirping birds and the laughter of children.
19. I want to save the whales....literally. I would love to help rescue beached whales.
20. I want to rescue everything...animals....kids.....anyone or anything that needs help.
21. I love the water....swimming....watching it.....it is absolutely calming. I dream about the unknown depths and what is down there.
22. I hate the dentist....do not know when I was there last.
23. I have never had any cavities.
24. I developed very early in life. I was the first girl in school to start wearing a bra or get her period. It all happened in 4th grade.
25. I was totally traumatized when I got my period because it did not dawn on me what it was. I knew it was eventually coming, but the day it came....we were on vacation and I hurt myself. I slipped off the diving board while swimming and hurt my groin area and thought my period was a result from that injury....lol.
26. I have had issues with religion ever since my grandfather died in 1984 when I was 13. I am very bitter and sad about it all....that was a test of faith that I did not and still have not passed.
27. My parents are still married after almost 38 years of marriage.
28. I sometimes feel like a failure since I have been married twice and my folks have been together so long.
29. I feel like a very old mom when I compare myself to my mom. I had my son when I was 32 and my mom had me when she was 23.
30. I still think about having more kids.
31. I have a terrible potty mouth that my son corrects me on
32. I am a little hard of hearing and listen to everything extra loud. Sometimes when I turn the tv or radio back on, I even blow myself out of the room...lol.
33. I have been thinking about a tattoo for some time and have yet to get one...torn between the pain and the whole idea of whether or not tattoos are for women.
34. I would like to get my navel pierced but refuse to do so until I feel confident enough to show my tummy to the world.
35. I have never liked my weight. I have always had proportionate curves....but have never been thin and really would like to be.
36. I have never worn a bikini and would like to at least once without being totally self conscious.
37. I do not have a favorite food and have difficulty picking a restaurant.
38. I am scared of fire....to the point where I hate to even light the grill or fireplace.
39. I hate spiders and centipedes. EWWWWW. But, everyone in my house hates them even more, so I am the one who has to kill them. EWWWWW.
40. It took a long time for me to finally get my blog started. A friend kept trying to convince me....and finally, I gave in and am glad I did!
41. After having my son, we gave up my car (for financial reasons) and I was literally stuck in my house 24/7 with a little one and no mode of transportation. Luckily, no emergencies ever came up. Actually did not get a car until very recently.
42. I was in labor for over 24 hrs from start to finish before the doctor decided to give me a c-section. My son was just not cooperating and I was not dilating. Once he was born, the doctor said that he should have originally scheduled a c-section since I am so petite. DUH!!!!! I could have avoided the labor and all the drugs that had me puking all night long after giving birth. Throwing up after a C-section is hellish.
43. When I was in the recovery room after the c-section, my husband and mom came in to see me....and my doc removed my blanket and showed them my incision because he was so proud of the work he had done. I could not believe it but was too beat to give a damn.
44. During one of my ob appts, my doctor actually asked me if I dyed my pubic hair because it apparently turns black in the very middle if I let it grow out a bit. I had no idea as I rarely let it grow.
45. My parents live in FL and I maybe talk to them once a week to check in. In our family, no news in good news. That is just how we are.
46 I think my husband is odd for talking to his mother daily.
47. I only talk to my sister when she calls cause she needs something. Other than that, we do not talk. She is 110% selfish to the point where her daughter is more an accessory than her child. I hate that.
48. I love alligators. I love that they are the closest to dinosaurs and are so primal. I have no clue why I like them, but I do.
49. I see my family more than my in-laws and my family lives in FL and my in-laws live 70 miles away. I guess that could be a good thing except that my in-laws complain how we do not visit, yet they do not know it goes both ways.
50. My in-laws drive me nuts because they are 60+ years old and do not take care of themselves. They expect my husband or my sister in law to do everything for them. They are lazy, irresponsible and do not believe that they should have to do anything.
51. I am kinda "connected" through my husband's side of the family.....lol.
52. Our wedding was very interesting as all the cops were on one side and all the "connected" people were on the other side. The only thing that was missing was white and black cowboy hats!!!
53. I have never been on the ocean and would love to go sailing, cruising or even fishing.
54. I have only been on one "real" vacation as an adult....and that was to disney world 6 months after I married my second husband. All the other trips I take are taking my son to visit my family in FL. We go and hang out with them, so it really is not like a vacation.
55. My husband has never been out to see my parents in FL.
56. Some things I would like to learn to do is scuba dive, snorkel....maybe karate.
57. I would love to go on a cruise....and I would die to see the whales....so maybe an Alaskan cruise?
58. I would love to travel all over the world...but am nervous at the very thought.
59. I am scared of the movie the Exorcist....which is hard because I love horror movies. Something about horror mixed with religion is too close to home for me and gives me the heebie jeebies.
60. I am scared of the movie Poltergeist cause as a kid I thought that evil clown really was under my bed. To this day, I still don't like it and my family teases me about it.
61. I do not like potatoes.....I hate baked and boiled potatoes. French fries don't count (lol)....and mashed potatoes are ok.
62. I love chocolate and hate sushi.
63. When having my son, we decided that I should stay at home and take care of him. My husband fell way too far behind on finances and kept it all from me. Then, I finally found out and resent him for not asking for help. It got so bad where creditors were calling non-stop, but I did not know because he turned the phones in the house off. Now, we are seriously in debt and slowly fixing it.
64. Once I found out about him ignoring bills for years, I would jump and still do every time the phone rings for fear that the call was from creditors. I also get nervous when the doorbell rings.
65. My husband is a habitual liar to the point where I think he actually believes his own crap. I can hardly believe anything he says yet just go along with it now out of habit.
66. I do not like talking to people on the phone. I do not know if it is because I am shy or just not a phone person. I would much rather communicate via email or chat.
67. After the birth of my son, I found my husband's information on various adult sites looking for "playmates". I have asked him about it and he denies it all to this very day.
68. I wish I had more friends, yet am too nervous and shy to make any.
69. I get too shy sometimes to even go out in my backyard when the neighbors are out....the neighborhood is very clique-ish.
70. At my old job before I had my son, my boss intimidated me daily and totally got off on it. It was so bad that I would throw up before going into work every single day.
71. I had a miscarriage when I was at work years ago when married to my first husband. I left work....went to the doctor.....dealt with it all on my own as my husband was too busy at work and I could not get in touch with him. The next day, I stayed home from work and he never asked why and he went to work. That was the beginning of the downward spiral of us.
72. I slutted around for a few months between first husband and second husband...had some fun.
73. I had another bad pregnancy (with current husband) a couple of years before the birth of my son and became very scared that I could not have kids. They confirmed my pregnancy.....thought something was not right about it.....said they would check it again in a week and if it was not progressing like it should be....I was to have a D&C. I was sick that entire week and could not work because I was too stressed out. Then, eventually had to have the D&C and my boss got mad at the time I took off from it.
74. I have a very hard time masturbating....something about touching my own body....I can try, but then I do not last long at all as I start feeling silly and over think it.
75. I have never masturbated in front of anyone and am nervous at that thought.
76. I have never had sex outdoors or in any type of water.
77. I have only "swallowed" for one man.
78. I think I am pretty good at giving oral.... :)
79. I can become animalistic during sex..grunting, groaning...and sometimes insatiable.
80. I have not had oral sex performed on me much by past partners, except one partner who does it well.
81. I get embarrassed being naked in front of anyone... I leave the room to dress....and do not feel comfortable in lingerie.
82. I need to sleep with the fan on....I need that sound in order to sleep.
83. Lately, I am also sleeping with the IPOD on....my mind thinks all night long and the music deters that from happening.
84. I get up at least half a dozen times in the middle of the night to pee. I have never slept soundly or well....ever.
85. My husband thinks my D/s interest is perverse and freaky.
86. I read a lot of D/s stories and experiences that scare the hell out of me, but turn me on at the same time.
87. My husband does not care whether I have ever orgasmed.
88. I have had sex with my husband maybe 15 or so times since 2002.
89. We did not have sex at all during my pregnancy for fear that something bad would happen.
90. I like hearing dirty words during sex, but have a very hard time saying them (even though I have no problem writing them)
91. I find the older I get, the more sexual I am becoming.
92. I have never been to an adult toy store.
93. I have never been to a strip club but would like to go....more curiosity.
94. I have had minimal experience with toys....but am interested in them alot.
95. I have been part of a threesome. I was the third to a husband and wife. I saw them a few times....had a lot of fun....but then stopped it when the husband was trying to see me on the side. 96.I am curious about threesomes....MMF and MFF.
97. I am also curious about being with a woman, but wonder if I could be with a woman without a man being present.
98. I have anxiety attacks for different reasons. I have also dealt with depression....and that is an ongoing type of thing that I keep fighting. I am my own worst enemy and tend to hate myself.
99. I often second guess myself for being a good mom. My son is my life and my priority and sometimes I do not think I deserve such a good kid.
100. I can be selfless....I give so much of myself to others that I often forget to do stuff for myself....I am trying to change that.

Sugasm # 90

2007-07-30T23:30:00.000-05:00

Sugasm #90

Mon 30th Jul, 07

The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.

This Week’s Picks
Fat can be sexy“I understand what it’s like to be surrounded by images that reinforce that skinny is the ONLY way to achieve sexiness.”

Are Women Visual Critters, Too?“With the invention of the internet, however, I think that it gets even more complicated.”

Marriage, Monogamy, and All that Jazz“My chosen lifestyle and relationship type wasn’t making any sense to the other women.”

Mr. Sugasm Himself
S Magazine
Editor’s Choice
Supply and Demand

Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
Am I Missing Anything, Really?
Catalina loves the Museu de l’ Erotica
Cheating Men
“How much confession can one read before becoming uncomfortably numb?”
I’m a Woman Man: Episode 2 - Faces
Lulu Forever
Playground positions
So many rabbits…

BDSM & Fetish
Car Wheels on a Gravel Road
Dirty words
Fetish Film - English Punishment Series (Spanking, Caning)
The Flesh Remembers
Fun with a subby boy
Luring the Guardian Angel
The Percentage Game
Sukebe Otaku: Happy Tears, Revisited
Teeth and claws and cock and cunt
Thunder: Service With A Smile
The Violent Kiss
Wake up bitch…
Worshipping post-erior - leaving my mark
You suck!

Sex News & Reviews
Lelo Nea Mini Vibrator Review
Sex In The Virtual World - Computer Games

Sex Humor
How To Get His Attention

NSFW Pics, Videos & Audio
Amy of 24.7 in the Kitchen
Drum Solo (video)
Half-Nekkid Exhibitionist
Ivett

Sex Work
Busy Princess Play Day

Erotic Writing and Experiences
Distracted by Her shoes
Endangered
I Want
No reservations, part 1
An old friend
Pink Sleeping Beauty…Supply and Demand
That Kiss Torrential
We were in heat

Been tagged by Steve

2007-07-30T16:05:00.000-05:00

I have been tagged again...lots of them going around. This one is new to me and I thought it was kinda neat!

Start Copy-It’s very simple.

When this is passed on to you, copy the whole thing, skim the list and put a * star beside those that you like.(Check out starred ones.) Add the next number (1. 2. 3. 4. 5., etc.)and write your own blogging tip for other bloggers. Try to make your tip general. After that, tag 10 other people. Link/ love some friends! Just think– if 10 people start this, the 10 people pass it onto another 10 people, you have 100 links already!

1. Look, read, and learn. ****-http://www.neonscent.com/
2. Be, EXCELLENT to each other. ****-http://www.bushmackel.com/
3. Don’t let money change ya! ****-http://www.therandomforest.info/
4. Always reply to your comments.**-http://chattiekat.com/
5. Develop your own "voice" don't "borrow" someone else's****-Mizmouthy
6.If you don't have something to say, don't worry your loyal readers will wait****-Oldfashionmomma-
7.Be yourself, don't be afraid to share who you really are ** -http://shibari-confessions.blogspot.com
8.Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply, Speak kindly. * http://steveisramblingagain.blogspot.com/
9. Be friendly, welcoming, open-minded and non-judgemental; others will hopefully be the same towards you. http://insidedarkpixie.blogspot.com/

I hate tagging people. But, this was a fun meme.....If we all put our heads together, I am sure that we can come up with a bunch of blogging tips.

I am going to tag Ronjazz, Brooke, Kitty and Tiger. Anyone else can join in if they would like to!!!

xoxo

Linkin Park - Numb

2007-07-29T17:42:00.001-05:00

Can you guess my mood?

Naughty Guide Review

2007-07-28T13:48:00.000-05:00

hello all-

i just wanted to give you a heads up that my blog has been reviewed by "the naughty guide"....and they like me....."yippee".

Naughty Guide Review of Inside Dark Pixie

xoxo

Rockin' Pixie

2007-07-27T06:45:00.000-05:00

I am so excited because Brooke over at Puppy Tales nominated me for the Rockin' Girl Blogger award that has been surfing through blogville lately. Thank you so much Brooke!!! I really appreciate it! Lots of love to you Brooke.

So, in turn, I am supposed to nominate 5 bloggers that I feel also deserve the award. Some of the people I would award this to have already been awarded, so my list is not of 5 bloggers. It consists of 3 bloggers that are quickly becoming good friends of mine. These bloggers have not yet been nominated for this award, so I do not want them to go on without being nominated because they all totally rock!!!!

Fanta_Cee's at Super Fantastic Fanta Cee is relatively new to the blog world. She is discovering her submissiveness as well as her own sexuality and sharing it with all of us in her blog. She writes as if she is reading my own mind. We have many similarities and it is nice to read her blog and know that I am not the only one feeling like this. She is refreshing and open and a pleasure to read. Her words get my heart thuddding in my chest and start me squirming in my seat. She certainly has an effect on me! I look forward to reading her daily.

PixiePie at PixiePie's Secrets has been blogging for some time and inspires me on a daily basis. She is on such an intense journey learning more about herself and her submissive needs. She vividly describes her scenes which literally put me there with her. I can see everything that happens and even begin to long for it myself. Pixie is farther along in her journey than I am. She has experienced things, like caning, that I do not know if I could endure. But, when she writes of it, I find myself wondering and even longing. She paints such a beautiful picture that it is hard not to get wrapped up in it. Through her, I am learning about myself and will be grateful to Pixie for that always.

Teacher in Heels at After School Monologues blogs about all sorts of things. Her's is not a D/s blog like Fanta_Cee's or Pixie's. Heels writes about whatever is on her mind and always puts a smile on my face. The pics that she includes in her posts are always absolutely sexy and erotic. She posts the most beautiful photos of herself that I wish I had the confidence to do on my own blog. She is creative in her fantasies and always puts me on the edge of my seat....her eroticism gets me all hot and bothered. Heels has started chain stories that I have always look forward to participating in and reading and hope that there are more to come. She has made me feel very welcome in the blogworld.

The above bloggers are all great gals that I read daily whenever possible. I am happy to call them friends and hope that you, all, get a chance to know them as well.

xoxo

Book Tag Meme- finally!!!!

2007-07-26T07:44:00.000-05:00

this dark pixie was tagged not too long ago by george, but now i have also been tagged by tiger for the same meme.....hmmmm.

i have such a terrible memory....i am not sure why, but i do. i hardly have any childhood memories....not to mention, i can barely remember what i did earlier this week let alone yesterday. perhaps, i have some deep seated repression thing going on....who knows. so, i have been thinking about this tag since george brought it up earlier this week. i wanted to come up with something worthy of this tag, especially since two of my blog friends have now tagged me on the same meme. so, here it goes:

i am supposed to reveal the most fun thing i ever did that involved a book or books (or magazines) in some way. then tag 2, 3 or 4 more to continue the meme. i am not big on tagging....i just hate putting pressure on anyone....go figure! so, if you want to join in, please feel free to do so. and, please let me know you picked up the meme.

here is a little background information...i did not have my first boyfriend until i got to college. overprotective and strict parents who worked as chicago cops kinda ruined the whole social scene for me....until i escaped away to college....the bad thing about college was i was learning how to live on my own and that took my attention away from my studies....lol.

unfortunately, i hooked up with the first guy who showed me the least bit of attention....don't get me wrong.....he was a good guy....he was sweet and caring.....but i limited myself just to him....i fell for him and stuck by his side for the next decade....that did not end so nicely, but the memories i do have from our relationship together are sweet.

Chris and i lived in the same dorm....it was a coed dorm.....it had three floors.....first and third floors had guy rooms and the second floor consisted of girl rooms....so being a freshman in a co-ed dorm was pretty cool....granted that was years ago.

well, Chris lived on the first floor and i lived on the second. he had this roommate, Dan, who thought he was god's gift to the world....he was a nice guy....but he thought every girl in the world wanted him...which actually made me giggle quite a bit....yes, he was very hot....but him thinking that just made me not think he was all that hot at all....it is all in the attitude.

being totally smitten with my boyfriend, i pretty much snuck down to his room every night...and spent the night with him and his roommate....his roommate had his girl of the week spending the night as well....it literally turned into a big sleepover....nothing sexual ever happened....the only thing that ever happened was his roommate, Dan, slept naked....and he had no qualms with being naked in the room while i was there....the rest of us stay clothed....except for Dan....at first, it bothered me....never really seeing a naked man....but after a while....it stopped phasing me.

well, way back when, madonna released her "Sex" book....hell, i can hardly even remember it....but, i do remember it was a big deal back then....and of course, Dan had to run out and by it...trying to shock someone....he brought it back to the dorm....and we all ogled over it....thinking it was so risque at that time....of course now, it would be no big deal.

that night, the dynamic changed in our slumber party....i am not sure if the book started some hormones flying or what....but we all ended up quite horny....and wondered what to do....so, Dan and his girl headed to bed...Chris and i headed to bed.

in the dark, i could hear giggles and whispers coming from across the room....so i curiously tried to see what was happening....but could only see outlines in the darkness....i heard something hit the floor and new that Dan's girl had gotten naked....then, i started hearing little moans that got louder very quickly....as my eyes adjusted to the moonlight coming in through the window....i could see that she disappeared under the covers and the covers began moving up and down...she was going down on him...my eyes nearly bugged out of my head.

i was so embarrassed....yet totally turned on.....of course, Chris was watching the same thing i was and feeling the same...i watched in awe and they switched positions across the room...Dan climbed on top...he started pounding his girl into the bed with such force that i became immediately wet...i was new to the whole sex thing...and watching it literally happen in front of my eyes...in a very dark room...so some i saw...the rest, i made up in my mind....and got excited even more.

instantly, i turned my attention to Chris...we started kissing and caressing...in a matter of seconds...we were naked under the covers...not paying any bit of attention to the scene unfolding across the little dorm room...hell, we did not even care if our roommates were watching us...we were so lost in our own erotic world.

he kissed me tenderly...making me relax into him...he started at my forehead and moved down my body ever so slowly...he nibbled on my ears...lightly licked my neck....tracing small circles all the way down to my breasts....he took a nipple in his mouth and bit gently....while his one hand fondled the other breast...being sure to devote attention to them both.

i wriggled under his body...feeling my juices drip onto the sheet underneath me...i did not hold any moans back....i let them fall from my lips like a breath of air...i was caught up in the rapture...Chris moved further down my body and pushed my legs apart...this was my first oral receiving encounter....as soon as his tongue hit my clit....my body arched....my thighs closed against his head...my hands automatically went to his hair as i grabbed on tightly....never wanting to let him go.

he tongued my wet folds....slowly at first....helping me get used to the new sensation....but then he went faster....moving back and forth from my clit....teasing me badly...i moaned for more...see i was a slut in the making even back then....i begged him to not stop....my entire body was on fire...i pushed my pussy against his face....trying to get his tongue....his mouth....deeper into my hungry cunt....but, instead of a tongue, i got his finger....first one....and then two.

my breathing picked up....i had only had sex a couple of times with him....never oral....and no fingers....this was somehow harder....rougher.....at first it hurt....but that disappeared quickly....then, he did it faster.....and i grabbed the sheets and started pulling them off of the bed....i was caught up in it all....he kept up his pace.....licking my clit....fucking my tight hole with his fingers.....until finally, i exploded all over his hand...and the bed....i had my first orgasm...and i am sure the entire world heard it...it was huge and totally wet...i did not know what the hell happened to me...but i so wanted to do it all over again.

so...in hindsight, it was a night of firsts.....

my first encounter with receiving oral...and after that, he rarely ever did it again (poor me- lol)...and my first orgasm...to my dismay, one of the few that i would ever have with him...ever!

i know...i know....how could i have ever forgotten this...i have no idea why i did...but i pondered long and hard just to remember it for all of you! :)

missing Him

2007-07-25T17:21:00.000-05:00

how long has it been

since i've been with Him

i desire his strong touch
i miss Him so much

to feel Him close, oh so near
have His hot breath on my ear

to have Him fill me whole
to my very core...my slutty soul

tying my luscious body like He does
spanking my pink flesh just because

forever bending me to His will
loudly ordering me to keep still

sweetly caressing my juicy, wet folds
i desperately writhe...my climax He holds

His throbbing cock i yearn for
needing to be taken as His whore

pleading...to touch, taste and kiss
unconditionally, He fills me with bliss

i am His slut...this He claims
i melt when He whispers my name

i hope to see Him very soon
this missing Him makes me swoon

keep practicing...

2007-07-24T17:06:00.000-05:00

naked, i drift lazily to sleep

dreaming happily and deep

always thinking of you
undeniably craving you, too

my hot, lithe body yearns
desperately needing to learn

my unknown limits await
my animal hunger you sate

you happily make me your whore
yet i greedily still want more

of everything you give
i embarrassingly need it to live

like the very air that i breathe
my body writhes; it does seethe

with intense passion and lust
for you is a must

i beg.."please take me, Sir, now"
pleading..."only you know how"

offering..."use me as you wish
devour me as your favorite dish"

i quickly awake from my dream
only to disappointingly muffle my scream

you are not with me in bed
erotic thoughts of you fill my head

my slick hand's between my legs
i silently long for you...i forever beg

i fuck myself extremely hard and fast
imagining your cock...wanting it to last

in and out...in and out....
i use my fingers and then i shout

"please let me cum for you, Sir"
oooooooo....my floodgates open...and i purr

the blissful wave washes over my skin
my aroused body glows from within

you ordered me to learn to cum alone
having done that, i quickly grab the phone

enthusiastically, i tell you my news
you quietly snicker and are amused

"slut, keep practicing to please me
then, you will cum in front of me"...he teased

was he teasing????

dirty words

2007-07-23T07:45:00.000-05:00

naked...kneeling in front of Him...i eagerly bobbed up and down on His wonderful cock, He whispered......

"that's it slut...suck me...yes...good girl. What if we had a room full of people here? What if I made you suck their cocks? What if I made you eat pussy? What if I forced your face down into someone's juicy pussy...and ordered you to make her cum? You would be such a slut on display...you would do it all...cause I said so...cause you are my slut."

Hearing those words, immediately put me into a wanton frenzy...i became an animal...devouring His throbbing cock...forcing it deep into the back of my throat hard and fast...groaning against him...sending intense vibrations straight through His entire body...through His hungry shaft...caressing and fondling His balls...as my pussy drooled underneath me...He moaned in delight.

"yes, pet...i wanna fuck your face...just like i would let others use you...fuck you...suck you...spank you...anything they wanted...cause you are a filthy whore."

juices dribbled down my legs as He continued telling me how naughty i was...He wrapped both His hands in my curly hair...and pumped His hard tool in and out from between my luscious lips...faster and faster...bouncing past my gullet...making me gag...tears welled up in my eyes...but i wanted more...i needed Him to fuck my face...I needed Him to use me...to desire me...i needed to feel Him in my mouth...taste Him....smell Him....i was consumed by Him.

"deeper slut...take me deeper...gag for me slut...you will have to learn how to take me deep so you can take others deep when i decide to show you to others...or even share you with others...my greedy little whore...you would fuck everyone in the room if i ordered you to do so...all your holes will be used...and you will love it...you will not be able to stop yourself from cumming...and you will want more...cause you are my greedy little cockwhore."

as the last word left He mouth...i felt His balls begin to tighten and knew He was very close to the edge...my moans were muffled by His fucking my face...my breathing picked up trying to match His pace...i wrapped my hands around both His legs to avoid falling...dizziness was quickly creeping up on me...then, He grunted...

"cum now, slut...cum with me nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww"

immediately, my muscles clenched...my entire body spasmed as He spurted His salty seed down my throat...i came with Him...incredibly hard...and long...as His cock softened within my mouth...my body still rocked from my orgasm...the wave was still washing over me...it was as if i had not cum in ages...the room began to spin...i was getting light-headed...i held on to Him tightly....and rode it out.

after several minutes, He slid His cock out of my mouth...lifted my head up to look in my eyes...and smiled softly...He bent over and kissed me on the forehead before helping me to stand in front of Him...a slutty, wet mess.

He gathered me tightly to Him and asked.

"are you ready to play with others, slut?"

i gulped....took a deep breath....and shrugged my shoulders...i could not find my voice to answer Him...i know my eyes bugged out of my head because of that question...He snickered at my reaction.

"do not fret, pet. i only asked because you got so amazingly aroused by me just talking about it...you turned into a beast feasting on my cock...so, i thought that you would enjoy playing with others....perhaps, some day."

He kissed me passionately...then, He smiled devilishly.

Mat Kearney - Undeniable

2007-07-22T10:43:00.001-05:00

Aw shucks....someone told me that i was "Undeniable".

now, i am blushing.

What's my pet name

2007-07-20T10:33:00.000-05:00

What Dark Pixie Means

D is for Devil
A is for Angel Eyes
R is for Rebel
K is for Knockout
P is for Precious
I is for Igloo Warmer
X is for XOXO
I is for Infinite Love
E is for Eye Candy

What's" Your Pet Name?

please tell me!

2007-07-18T17:47:00.000-05:00

what effect does this have on you?

being naked...all eyes on you...goosebumps everywhere

blindfold covering your eyes...heightening your senses

the click of cuffs as your hands are locked together...making you more vulnerable to Him

the feel of rope against your skin...tightening around your gorgeous breats

the intensity of clamps as they nip into your nipples...sending electricity straight to your slit

the quick smack of a hand upon your ass...stinging as well as arousing

the cold snap of leather against your sensitive tits...biting into your flesh

the wiggle of His fingers as they invade your hungry cunt....sloshing your juices about

the humming of toys as they are placed wherever He deems...making you wetter with each vibration

the fullness of your ass as He playfully pushes His digits within...watching you arch your back like the slut you are.

the orders from Him...making you touch yourself...."masturbate for me slut...cum for me"...your blush hiding behind your blindfold

the strong smell of his musk as He pushes your head into His crotch...inhaling deeply not getting enough of Him

the salty taste as you lick and suckle His throbbing cock...His hands in your hair forcing Him down past your gullet...making you gag and tear

His words of appreciation and support as He lets you up so you can get another breath...only to be gagged by His delicious meat again

you eagerly bobbing upon His rockhard member...pleasing Him....your chin bouncing off His balls...He sighs in incredble delight

the feeling of His balls tightening...against your face...before He spurts straight down your throat...shooting His load deep within

the forceness of being pulled by the hair and positioned for His pleasure...so He can take you how He wants...not being able to see what He has in mind

calling you filthy names....reminding you that you are His naughty slut...His fucktoy...His cockwhore...all the words and dirty names that make your cunt drool

slamming His cock into your pussy...without warning...impaling you quick and deep...slick and wet from your honey

riding you as hard as He can....trying to sate His intense desire to fuck His pet...to fuck her good and hard

circling your clit with His fingers...while continuing to ride you like an animal

driving you wild with orgasm after orgasm...He controls your orgasms and reminds you with each and every order... "Cum now slut"

soaking His fingers, hands and cock....while He pounds your pussy harder...bouncing His cock against the back of your cervix

hearing His voice get louder....when He orders you to cum one last time....with Him....for Him...because of Him

melting into His body as His arms surround you...He kisses you passionately....telling you...."good girl."

are you aroused? because I am totally dripping....and longing for Sir.

fine line

2007-07-17T19:10:00.000-05:00

sweaty bodies passionately entwined
sweetly finding the invisible line

the secret one between pleasure and pain

his strong hands grip my unruly mane

my mouth on his throbbing manhood

i am a good girl, i do what i should

licking and lapping, suckling oh my

i cannot make eye contact...i am still too shy

i desperately moan into his groin

the flames of desire deep in my loins

after a bit, he feeds me his seed

i eagerly drink from him, His slut in need

he gently helps me stand up

my wet pussy he quickly cups

i instantly wriggle against his soaked hand

not minding where his other would land

smacks on my flesh make my head reel

i am embarrassed at how naughty i feel

beautiful pink hand prints on my ass

i breathe deeply as the sting does pass

he roughly tugs me by my head

pulling me quickly towards the rumpled bed

my flushed face is hidden..pushed down

while his fingers search for my juicy mound

he reaches his goal...he finds his prize

i purr loudly with desire in my eyes

a wave of bliss...in and out

into the pillows, i cannot help but shout

"Yes, Sir, please don't stop

Oh Sir, please climb on top

your lusty whore needs your cock

give her your shaft, its hard as rock

make her cum and scream your name"

while finding the line between pleasure and pain

Sugasm #88

2007-07-16T17:06:00.000-05:00

Sugasm #88

Mon 16th Jul, 07

The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants.

This Week’s Picks
Kinky To Vanilla“Now, each time we play with others, it’s a gift that further cements our closeness and shows us the value of our love.”

One For The Guys“Get into the habit of building your sexual pleasure and indulging in it fully.”

When A Client Dies-Part 2“As I drank my morning coffee I googled his name and “obit”. Up popped his obituary.”

Mr. Sugasm Himself
A Porn Store Clerk Speaks

Editor’s Choice
Love at First Sight
More Sugasm Join the Sugasm

BDSM & Fetish
Bombshell (The Big News)
A Cock and a Smile
Dreaming of suburban spankings
Featured Fetish - Ropes (Shibari, Bondage, Ropework)
Fooling around
The Gain, pt. 4 - The Exchange
How I Went To Prom And Soiled The Pretty Pretty Dress I Found In The 2007 ‘Cosmo Girl Prom’
Ms160 judges a Princess competition….
My (Af)fair Lady
Naughty webcam fun with Griz and good girl
The Panty Controversy
Party Girl
Power Exchange (will I or won’t I?) San Francisco, part 6
Slutty sight
Summer School
When Daddy Gets Home Tonight

Sex Work
Clients Say the Darndest Things

Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
Bald = hot
Kinky Vanilla
On abandon
The Origins of Monogamy and Jealous
Pretendy Sex
Seduction - from the eyes of my spouse
Three years

Sex News & Reviews
Polyamorously Perverse, Gracie’s Been Sleeping In Your Blog
Slip of a Girl Right Hand Ring Bling Contest

NSFW Pics, Videos & Audio
The Best A Woman Can Get
Chantelle Fontain Nude
Gemma Atkinson
Half-Nekkid and Supporting the Troops
Keana Exhibitionist (Hegre Art)
Last night
More Lindsay Lohan Bikini Pictures
Tuesday’s Tits for the Troops
WebMistress Feature Gallery: Party Girl

Sex Advice
Closed Due To Flooding?

Erotic Writing and Experiences
After Midnight
Cyberecstasy
The Driving Urge
Fantasy Forth! “Twin Celebration”
First kiss
In which sinclair gets off
The Love of Sea Glass
Palm Springs …. Friday Finale!
Story: The Birthday Party
Test Your Strength
Watching you

Marilyn Manson - Heart-Shaped Glasses (When The Heart Guides The Hand): International Edit, Closed Captioned

2007-07-15T17:50:00.001-05:00

"she'll never cover up what we did, with her dress."

"kiss me...it'll heal...but it won't forget"

this dark pixie likes all kinds of music!!!

dark pixie is not having a good day....

2007-07-13T19:55:00.000-05:00

so, here are some poems that i found and wanted to share:

Master

Submission

I hope that you enjoy them as they stirred something deep inside me. xoxo

cowgirl

2007-07-11T06:45:00.000-05:00

He called.

"be prepared, slut. i want you naked and on the floor waiting for me in 20 minutes."

"yes, Sir."

as tingles ran through my body from hearing His voice, he uttered only one more word...

"cowgirl."

then, the line went dead...and i was left unbelievably nervous, yet totally aroused...i could not help smiling at that last word...the cowgirl position is very new and different to me...being submissive, i have a fondness for positions where i am taken...when He is in control...but this position puts me in control...of course, only when He allows it...so technically, who is in control?

amazingly, i still am embarrassed by my wanton needs...i cannot believe the slut within...i am in awe every time she is let out and rears her sexy head...i am surprised at her hunger as it grows daily.

truth be told, positions where i am taken are much easier for me...no eye contact...just getting lost in the sensations as i am fucked good and hard.

this new position makes me heatedly blush in shame...it is more intimate...more personal...i am face to face with Him...eyes locked...His hands kneading my breasts...caressing my skin...gripping my hips tightly...as i whoreishly bounce like His bitch in heat...on His hard shaft...trying to bring us both to orgasm...i know He can see the intense desire and lust in my eyes...perhaps, He can see into my slutty soul...the one i try so desperately to hide...but am unsuccessful when it comes to Him...i can hide nothing from Him.

the thought of Him wanting me this way makes my pussy muscles clench immediately...He desires me...He needs me to ride Him...to make Him cum...to please Him...like only His slut can.

immediately, i undressed...i attempted to put my clothes away trying to keep my mind from racing...but that did not work...in my frustration, the clothes kept falling off the hangers...my mind was definitely elsewhere...i glanced down and noticed my erect nipples... i could not help but pinch them both...electricity ran straight to my dripping cunt...i was so wet already...and just from a phone call...how does He do that to me?

i knelt on the floor...directly in front of the closed door...i spread my legs...clasped my hands behind my back...bowed my head...and closed my eyes...all i saw was Him...His face...His eyes...His mouth...His cock...i was meditating on Him...all of Him.

i was pulled from my trance by the closing of the car door...my heart tried to explode right out of my chest...my breathing increased...i felt my juices dribble down the inside of my thighs...my pussy throbbed in anticipation...and, i kept still in my obedient position.

the slowly door opened...

"there is my good girl. all ready for me. just like i like her to be."

"yes, Sir," i whispered without looking up.

He reached down and stroked my red curly locks...His hand tightened within my hair as He pulled my head upwards...His lusty eyes met mine as He pushed His lips onto mine...kissing me passionately...tongues sliding back and forth...my moans muffled by His hot mouth...to my dismay, He pulled away...kissed me lightly on the forehead and walked past me.

i remained still...waiting for further instruction...i heard Him shuffling behind me...maybe getting more comfortable...maybe, putting his things away...i did not know...but, i ached to be near Him...i was getting totally antsy...i needed to please Him badly.

"slut, crawl over here."

happily, i turned my body...and began crawling across the room...naked...my back arched and my luscious ass in the air...the cold air-conditioning hit my gaping cunt as i crawled...i tried to be as seductive as possible...not sure that is even possible when crawling...but i tried...i kept my head down...my curly hair covered my twinkling eyes...i licked my lips quickly...anticipating His next order.

He sat naked on the couch in front of me...as i got closer...He spread His legs apart...allowing me access to Him...i slid my hands lightly up His legs as I settled in front of Him...pressing my tits into His crotch...against His sensitive balls...hearing the breath hitch in His throat...i know what He likes.

i bent my head over His cock...swirled my tongue around the purple tip...first one way...and then the other...flicking my tongue back and forth...watching His shaft jump at my attention...His hands tangled into my hair...He forced my mouth down fully upon His cock...i took Him in completely...balls deep...to the back of my throat... i gagged, yet He kept His cock there just a few more seconds longer than usual...i moaned...in excitement...in need...tears welled in my eyes...then, He let up.

i looked up at Him...He smiled...i took a deep breath...and He forced my head down again...the same way...deeper...my face was buried in His crotch...i could smell His manly scent...i started getting wetter...moaning with His hard cock in my mouth...He finally let me up again.

with a slight tug from Him, i started bobbing up and down upon His slick shaft...He groaned in pleasure...calling me a "good girl"...which always gets me extremely hot...i could not stop...up and down...up and down...faster...faster....He grunted in unison as i bounced my mouth and tongue upon Him...suddenly, He got louder and gripped my head tightly with both hands...He forced me down upon Him hard...shooting His hot load completely down my throat...past my gullet...emptying Himself into His slut.

i cleaned Him up as i always do...lovingly licking His seed from His cock...when He reached down and pulled me upon Him...i straddled Him...He stroked my cheek tenderly...trailing His hands down to both breasts...kneading one...then moving to the other...only to tweak a nipple hard...and follow suit again on the other side...i squirmed on top of Him...my juices dripped upon His balls as i wiggled more with each touch and tweak.

He kissed me first lightly...teasing my lips with His tongue...forcing me to lean more into Him...i pressed my flesh against His...melting together as one...then, His hands firmly wrapped around me as He kissed me more forcefully...literally sucking the life force from within me...claiming me as His...and only His.

i felt Him harden surprisingly fast underneath my ass...bodies entwined...tongues fiercely battling...moans bouncing loudly off the walls...without breaking our kiss, He lifted my hips up....and drove His cock deep into my hungry, waiting pussy...i groaned into our kiss...but it was swallowed whole by Him.

He relaxed His hold upon me...leaned back against the couch...met my eyes....and spoke.

"ride me, slut."

with that said, i looked down...in total shame...He noticed the blush...and began caressing my flesh...trying to soothe and reassure me...like He usually does.

i closed my eyes...and started riding His cock...i bounced upon His lap...pulling His cock almost out of me entirely...only to slam back upon it...i needed Him to fill me up completely...fully...as i picked up my pace, He dug His fingertips into my hips...He began thrusting back into me with each thrust of my own...i may have been riding Him...but He was feverishly fucking back...with each thrust downward, i rubbed my clit into His crotch...feeling the waves build up within me.

His throbbing shaft was hitting me just right inside...my sensitive clit was slippery against Him...i was very close to the edge...i started to moan...and then He commanded.

"cum for me now, slut."

instantly, my pussy clenched around His manhood...muscles spasming...bolts of electricity shooting throughout my body...head to toe...and back up again...always intensifying in my wet cunt...i gripped His cock like a vise...His eyes rolled back into His head as He kept pounding me from below.

"yessssssssssssssssssssss Sir."

as my orgasm subsided, i opened my eyes and looked at Him...He was smiling...proud of my slutty display...i smiled back behind my "medusa" mane...i always hide behind my locks when embarrassed...knowing that, He pushed my hair out of my eyes...intensifying His stare upon me...i wriggled against Him in shame and excitement.

He pulled my face near His and traced my lips with His tongue while he wiggled His shaft underneath me...causing me to gasp in surprise...i was overly sensitive and still horny as hell...i leaned my head against His and got caught up all over again...i grabbed His shoulders for support...pulled my feet under me and lifted myself up and down on His erect shaft...He whispered all sorts of things in my ear...He called me His dirty little slut...His hot fucking whore...He knew I was getting more excited with each naughty word.

i opened my eyes and locked with His...His hands went to breasts...tugging...pulling...twisting...then, He yanked my hair roughly...and we fucked each other hard, fast and rough...He grunted like a wild animal...i purred like a happy slut...His cock slid in and out of my juicy cunt...over and over...in and out...finally, it happened...we both came together with a loud and harmonic moan.

at first, neither one of us could say anything...i just laid in His lap gloriously spent...as His shaft softened and slipped out of me... i lazily closed my eyes and focused on catching my breath...sweat dripped from both of our bodies...i relaxed into Him and heard nothing but the beating of our hearts...together in unison.

after what seemed like hours, but was probably only minutes...He grabbed my hair...forced me to look at Him and asked.

"so, how is my little slut cowgirl?"

the Okiya calls....

2007-07-10T07:30:00.000-05:00

i cannot help but be drawn to the Okiya...a place of enlightenment...of total acceptance...of unconditional love. many of you have told me to follow my path there...perhaps my journey will begin...my Sensei is waiting.

please click the link below for more:

pixie's call for training

Slutty sight

2007-07-09T18:30:00.000-05:00

Your submissive slut lives to please

on her back and on her knees

as always, do with her as You wish

please feed from her- Your main dish

teasing tongue and nibbles on her ear

breathless naughty words she longs to hear

Your strong hands knead her luscious breasts

traveling downwards in their sexual quest

instantly, goosebumps explode everywhere

she does not move- she does not dare

at long last, reaching her hot mound

she tries desperately to muffle her sound

You grin and snicker at her futile tries

cause You would rather hear her loud cries

of pleasure, of pain and of incredibly more

You love to push Your sweet, wanton whore

quickly, able fingers slide into her juicy hole

diving very deep into her dark, lusty soul

she wiggles and writhes from Your hot touch

You must fuck her right now- so very much

You forcefully impale her on your cock

it is stiff like steel... hard as rock

You let her cum while You dizzily explode

and deeply spurt Your hot seed- Your hot load

finally, You slowly pull out Your softening dick

and offer to her...to clean & to lick

Your good pet automatically does as she's told

in a loving gesture, You lift her to hold

You kindly caress, kiss and hold her tight

Your obedient girl....what a perfect, slutty sight.

Gavin Rossdale - Adrenaline

2007-07-08T09:44:00.001-05:00

this song is for my "sub" friends who have mentioned adrenaline and endorphins kicking in.....perhaps taking them into "sub space".

as gavin says...."the colors bleed into one."

burning plea

2007-07-06T18:52:00.000-05:00

Your hot breath in my ear

i long to feel You near

Your strong hands in my hair
the weight of Your stare

Your wet lips on my skin

heat the lusty desire within

the tight ropes on my wrist

i wiggle....i twist

You bind both my tits

hard throbbing starts in my clit

You blindfold my eyes

Your slutty submissive prize

on my knees for you Sir

Your manhood muffles my purrs

in a daze, i squirm as You play

tweak, nibble and bite, no words do i say

roughly, i am thrown on the bed
after You, happily spank my ass red

You spread my legs wide

embarrassed, nothing i hide

You taste and You tease

You hear my loud pleas

Sir, please fuck Your whore
Your insatiable pet needs more

Palm Springs concludes.......

2007-07-06T18:08:00.001-05:00

well, if you have been reading along then you know about the Palm Springs story i worked on.....well, it is finally finished....so here it is in its' entirety.

Thanks to Teacher in Heels, Hank & Peggy and Cherrie for writing this with me. It was a blast to do. And, with how Heels ended it....there could potentially be a sequel! lol

So, follow this link to read it all if you missed any of it.

xoxo

Palm Springs Heats Up

Visiting the Okiya

2007-07-04T10:58:00.000-05:00

this dark pixie has been invited to visit the Okiya....

i am both humbled and excited by this invitation....i cannot wait to meet everyone....including this mysterious new geisha i have heard whispers about.

Sensei Katashi has lovingly offered to train me....what is a pixie to do?

Please visit here to read a bit more.

xoxo

Holiday in Palm Springs....part 3

2007-07-03T09:58:00.000-05:00

Part 1 (by Teacher in Heels)

Part 2 (by Hank & Peggy)

Amazingly, I could not believe my eyes or my ears. Watching Hank fuck Cherrie and Peggy pound Heels was making my pussy drool. A puddle formed underneath me on the carpet. I thought about all the potential puddles just waiting to form. The weekend had hardly just begun and we were already knee deep in our Palm Springs sex fest and I wanted so much more. My slutty desires were immediately coming to the surface as I giggled to myself.

Heels greedily lifted her hips with each of Peggy’s thrusts to get the feeldoe in deeper and deeper. Her luscious tits were bouncing this way and that, beckoning for some much- needed loving. I licked my lips as I bent down and suckled each pert nipple gently. Heels’ eyes fluttered open as she lifted her hand to my hair. She wrapped her hand in my curly locks, as I kissed her gorgeous globes. Heels pulled me in closer to her. I leaned into her slick body and purred in ecstasy as I feasted upon her glorious mounds.

As my hot mouth worked magic upon her breasts, I lightly caressed the rest of her body, loving her soft flesh. Nibbling one nipple with my teeth, I tilted my head a bit and watched her eyes roll and close again. She was literally speechless and lost on some heavenly plane of sensation. I slowly lifted my head from her tits after biting each one teasingly and turned my attention to her thoroughly fucked cunt. I swirled my fingertip over her engorged clit as her body spasmed in delight. I sloshed her juices around a bit, licked my fingers clean and continued on my delightful journey.

From Heels’ hot pussy, I switched bodies and traveled up Peggy’s tan body. She was incredibly wrapped up in her moment of fucking. She moaned and groaned with Heels in unison as they both got closer and closer to cumming together. I reached her erect nipples and tweaked them a bit, trying to get her hotter. Her eyes met mine and she smiled showing her lusty approval. I could not resist the desire in her eyes and, without hesitation, brushed my hungry mouth against hers. Her tongue darted out against mine and nearly sucked the breath from my body. My purrs were muffled by our kiss, as I felt a hand snake in between my legs.

My breath hitched in my chest from surprise as Heels’ fingertips started fondling my wet folds. I could not help but pull away from Peggy’s mouth as I spread my legs further apart for Heels’ exploration. Now, we all purred together. We could not help but smile at each other knowing that we were going to jump off the orgasmic edge together.

“Fuck yes, Heels. That feels so good,” I whispered, barely able to speak.

Heels and Peggy both reached a hand to my tits and kneaded my sensitive flesh. All the while, Peggy kept impaling Heels with her toy cock, never skipping a beat. For a brief second or two, loud grunts were heard from across the room and we knew that Cherrie and Hank were getting each other off quite nicely.

“Oooooooooooo, I am gonna cum,” Hank mumbled in between deep thrusts.

“Me too, yes, yes, oooooooooo,” Cherrie screamed as her head rolled back and forth.

To my delight, Heels slid her fingers into my hungry cunt increasing her pace with my erotic moans. I quickly rocked back and forth against her hand as Peggy rammed her cock deep into Heels’ wet hole faster. The three of us closed our eyes and started chanting “oh yes” together. Finally, we all hit the climax wall and came together, hard. My cunt muscles clamped down on Heels’ fingers like a veritable vice and both Peggy and Heel’s pussies clenched around the feeldoe trying to milk it like a real cock. Juices flowed everywhere. Our lusty scents filled the air around us.

When the three of us finally opened our eyes, we noticed Cherrie and Hank had moved closer to us to get a better view of our wanton display. We all laughed together still in awe of the “sex-capades” that just happened, let alone those still yet to come. Heels, Peggy and I unraveled ourselves from each other offering each other a kiss for a job well done. I could not help but blush. I write erotic stories, have hot fantasies, but have never done anything like this before. I was surprised by it all, yet badly wanted more.

I leaned my head down a bit trying to cover my blushing face with my unruly hair. Cherrie noticed the pink blush on my naked flesh and crawled quietly behind me. Suddenly, I felt warm hands on my shoulders, kneading and caressing. She moved her hands to my neck and felt my embarrassment slip from my body. I breathed deeply and closed my eyes, appreciating the soothing ministrations from this incredibly sexy woman.

Once I was more relaxed again, Cherrie turned me around, looked deeply in my eyes and kissed me passionately. My head started spinning as I drifted away from everyone else else in the room. I shivered in her arms; goosebumps popped up everywhere. I wanted to melt into her, but my submissiveness reared its’ ugly head as I waited for her response.

Remember to check out Cherrie's blog tomorrow for the next part!

new sensations part 2

2007-07-02T19:13:00.000-05:00

from "new sensations part 1"

the rope hit my skin and caused intense shocks throughout me...the pain hit the skin...and the electricity resonated within my body....always ending up in my pussy...making it clench...making it throb...making it drip...He hit my pussy with the rope and i groaned...He told me how dirty i looked...what a naughty slut i was....how slutty i was to be leaning against the table letting Him do whatever He wanted to me...the words made me purr...answering "yes Sir" to everything He said...wiggling my ass for Him every time the rope hit me someplace new...causing quite a stir within. -to be continued

He finished whipping my naked flesh...i heard Him shuffle out of His clothes behind me...then i felt His rock hard cock rubbing against my luscious ass...smearing shiny pre-cum everywhere...He bounced his pole off my ass...causing me to writhe...reminding me of the red hand prints appearing on my behind...hearing my gasp, He ran His cock all over my body.....up one side and down the other...stopping to wander on each breast...as i leaned over the table, His throbbing manhood bounced off my engorged tits...i watched in animal lust...all i wanted was a little taste of Him...without thinking, i licked my lips greedily...He must have noticed that since He grabbed my curly hair...forcefully, he turned my head and rammed His cock down my throat.

still bent at the waist, i whoreishly bobbed sideways on His delicious meat...one hand was still on the table while my other hand wrapped around the back of His leg for support...i could not get enough...His cockhungry slut...my ass burned from His spanking...my cunt ached to be filled...yet, i was focused on His meat...I was feasting on Him and getting more aroused with each lick... with each moan of His.

when He had enough of my worship, He led me by the hair to the table again....He positioned me sitting on the table with my ass near the end of it...He ordered me to spread my legs wide and lay back...to my surprise, He sat back in His chair and moved directly in front of my gaping cunt...i was so utterly embarrassed...it almost had a clinical feel to it...feeling His eyes scrutinize my inner folds...feeling His fingers probe and tease my juicy hole...relishing in its' amazing wetness...causing me to blush in shame and embarrassment again.

He gently slid His fingers up and down my slit...i moaned in pleasure as He continued to torment my hungry cunt...in and out...but not totally in...not like i wanted...not like i needed...He refused to give in to me no matter the sounds i made...i could hear His fingers squishing around in my sweet nectar...i wondered what kind of mess i was making underneath myself...i wondered if He even noticed.

my mind floated a bit until i felt cold metal against my gaping pussy...He was applying the nipple clamp directly to my clit.....i felt it get tighter and tighter....i wriggled underneath it as He tugged on the chain.....He said He could tug my clit...His clit...whenever He wanted to...whenever He wanted to toy with me...His slut...His fucktoy.

Hearing Him talk like that got me hotter immediately...He roughly tugged on the chain as He slid a finger into my eager pussy...He started slowly...driving it deep within...finding my g-spot...He rubbed it harder to get the response He was looking for...between the pressure on my clit and His fingers filling my cunt, i thought i was going to go over the edge...to my dismay, He brought me back to reality by reminding me that i was not to cum...ever...unless he said otherwise....i attempted to tell Him that i did not think i could stop myself...He cut off my sentence and yelled at me to hold it...i closed my eyes...clenched all my muscles and rode his fingers...keeping myself from cumming...like his obedient pet....my head was totally spinning from concentrating so hard...i think i forgot to even breathe...as i finally took a deep breath and my head cleared.

after finger fucking my cunt to near orgasm, He slowed down a bit...moved in closer...and, flicked his tongue to my clit...soothing away all the tension and frustration from not being allowed to cum...i sighed and settled onto the table...getting washed away by the gentleness of His tongue on my clit...making lazy circles...this way and that way...that quickly changed as He leaned in and sucked my clit in between his teeth and bit...i lifted my head from the table to look at Him...groaning in pleasure/pain...not knowing which was winning, but not wanting Him to stop...i was riding that fine line of both...He was pushing me...and i was loving it...He released my clit from His teeth and licked around my entire pussy again...lapping up my honey...only to dive back in against my clit...nibbling on it...feeling me wiggle into His face...screaming louder and louder.

He sat up with a devilish smile on His face...pleased with my reactions...His finger traveled down to my ass...teasing my asshole...dipping His finger in slowly to watch the tight hole constrict around it...after some playing, He finally popped His finger all the way in...i felt so full...so fucking dirty...He told me how badly i needed two cocks...one in my pussy and one in my ass...i could not even talk....i just grunted in agreement...nodding to everything He said...pleasing Him as He manhandled every inch of my body to heights i have never felt before.

seeing me get so unbelievably excited, he instantly rammed His fingers in my ass and cunt...He fucked me fast and hard...i raised my hips up to meet Him thrust for thrust...concentrating fully on not cumming...and biting my tongue to keep from screaming as loud as i could...not wanting to alert any neighbors to our intense scene...He fucked both holes...harder...rougher...faster...i grunted with each thrust...so badly wanting to get off, but not being able to do so....His bitch in heat.

He slowed His pace down and slid His fingers out of my body...i felt so empty without Him inside me...filling me up...fucking me good and dirty...He shifted in His chair and i immediately went to my knees...it is almost a reflexive action on my part...wanting to taste that hard cock of His...needing to taste it...to feel Him inside my mouth...i yearn for that always.

His strong hands went to my hair...as they always seem to do...and He set the pace of my bobbing up and down on His meat...faster and faster...then, He pushed my head all the way down upon Him...causing me to gag...this is something that i need to learn to do better...to please Him better...He asked me to open my mouth and throat up completely...to take Him all the way in....until He felt my lips on His balls...that is all i wanted to do...i tried over and over again...slowly....then, He picked the pace up again...and fucked my face...i heard His breathing pick up...i knew He liked what He was feeling...then, He slowed down again for me to practice deep throating...up and down...deeper...deeper...deeper...til i gagged again...i was getting down deeper...but i still kept gagging...with every gag, He lovingly caressed my face...stroked my cheek...making me want to try again...to show Him His whore could do it...but i kept gagging.

after a while, He pulled my head up and moved my lips to His balls...He told me to lick them like ice cream...to lick them like it was the last time i would ever have them...i closed my eyes and dove it...i snaked my tongue out...savoring His taste...inhaling His manly scent....moisture dripping down my inner thighs....trailing to the floor...i licked and suckled...He told me how good a slut i was...how He loved his cockloving whore at His feet worshipping Him.

i then moved my lips to His shaft...up and down...first one side...up and down...up and down...as i licked him like this, He moved his hard cock all around the other side of my face...and then i switched sides....licking up and down.....while he slid His member around the other side of my face...perhaps marking His territory...marking His slut....reminding me how naughty i was being for Him...and Him alone.

suddenly, He ordered me back up on the table on my back...legs spread...He positioned himself between my open legs...moved in closer... and with one swift thrust, He entered me completely...i was already so hot and wet....He felt so good...sliding in and out...very slowly...then, He impaled me hard...He purposely did it slow...He grabbed my hips and rammed His rod deep inside...bouncing off my cervix...deeper than ever before...i gripped my legs to hold on tight as He rammed His meat inside my body...He impaled me...waited several seconds and impaled me again...driving me absolutely mad with desire...but, He took His time...teasing me...torturing me...doing with me as He pleased.

He pulled His slick cock out and pushed it against my asshole...i took a deep breath as He pressed in...slowly...watching my hole consume His entire length...once He was totally in, He began fucking faster and faster....calling me His little ass slut as He fucked me deep...finally, He asked if wanted to cum...and i nearly screamed "yes" at him without even thinking...He wanted me to beg for him to cum in my ass.

"please Sir...please cum in my ass.....fuck this ass Sir....fuck this slut....cum deep in her ass......gawd, please Sir.....cum in my aaaaassssss," i greedily begged.

He moved His one hand to my clit...and rubbed my clit as hard as possible while fucking my ass....i could not help myself...i shut my eyes tightly...and rode it out...the wave was high...i could not believe how hard i was cumming while H played with me...all of the muscles in my body clenched...i was an tight as a veritable knot as i felt my orgasm rush all over me....i kept cumming and cumming.....He continued pumping inside me...He removed His hand from my clit...grabbed my legs...rammed His cock deep into my ass and came...He shot his hot load deep within...i could feel His seed running out around His cock...so warm and sticky...as his cock softened up, He slipped out of me.

in a daze, He stepped back...sat in His chair...and was spent...i dizzily sat up...dropped my legs from top of the table...touched my feet to the floor...my legs felt like jello...so wobbly...i shuffled myself in front of Him...He leaned into my breasts and kissed in between them....He rubbed His face from one to the other...only to kiss in between them again...wrapping His arms around me tightly, i melted...in total awe of the entire scene that just took place.

Sugasm #86

2007-07-02T17:41:00.000-05:00

Sugasm #86

Mon 2nd Jul, 07

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new sensations part 1

2007-06-29T21:28:00.000-05:00

"You will be dressed accordingly when i arrive:

nipple clamps,

bra with tits pulled over the top so nipples and clamps hang over,

no panties or pants,

only wearing a button down long shirt over bra/ nipple clamps & shoes,

only the bottom two buttons are to be buttoned.

Do you understand slut?"

"yes, Sir."

"When i arrive, you will meet me at door.....never making eye contact."

"yes, Sir."

"I will be there in 10-15 minutes. Better prepare."

my heart was racing... skin tingling.....head spinning in nerves......i quickly slipped out of my pants/panties.....applied the cold nipple clamps appropriately over the top of my white bra.....then i slid the long sleeve button down shirt on....the fabric of shirt brushed against my already sensitive nipples....making me incredbily wet before He even arrived.

He knocked and entered...i kept my eyes and head down per instructions....until He opened His arms wide and circled my shivering body....i felt His warmth....His control...the control He has over me unconditionally.

we moved to a chair...He sat down in front of me....He lazily opened my shirt...tugged on the nipple clamps....i gasped in torturous delight...the clamps accidentally fell off...they were not tight enough...i dropped my head down in shame for my error.

"You have to get used to these, slut."

He clamped the clips on tighter...my breath hitched in my chest...i breathed deeply and bit my lip....trying to get accustomed to the intense burning in my nipples...the little metal vices were stretching my tits out....i liked it and hated it all at once.

after tightening the clamps, He pushed my tits together... happily moving His tongue from one clamped tit to the other....a stirring started in my mound, as i felt my juices begin to drip from my pussy....He lavishly tongued both breasts.....causing me to arch more into His hands.

i offered Him my tits...my body...becoming more and more the submissive slut He wants me to be...without warning, He bit my nipples...first the right...then the left...noticing that the right one was a bit more sensitive...i love that He notices these small things....He knows His slut...and is learning more about her daily.

i was getting completely caught up in the sensations...but, He pulled away...a rope i did not see before appeared in His hands...He ordered me to lean over a bit....to my surprise, He removed the nipple clamps...and wrapped the rope around my tits...then around my neck...binding them all together tightly...but not as tight as i know He wanted...He is teaching me...training me.

after tying me up, He admired His handwork...my engorged globes...sensitive from the clamps...were erect from all the attention He devoted to them...i wanted His hand back on my tits...kneading my flesh....tugging, pulling and tweaking my nipples...i wanted to feel His warm breath before He suckled on them again...but He had a change of plans.

He removed the shirt completely from my body....there i shamefully stood naked in front of Him...His desirous eyes scanning over every inch of my naked flesh...i started getting warmer from my embarrassment...hating to be naked, let alone being naked in from of Him...that is a huge contradiction in my submissiveness...wanting to please Him...and hating to be naked...it is something i am quickly overcoming.

i quizzically watched as He walked over to the table...leaned over...arms forward resting on the table...legs spread wide apart...He looked at me devilishly and instructed me to assume that pose...i gulpled softly...walked up beside Him and got into the requested position...legs spread exposing my wet pussy to the cool air....i felt so vulnerable standing like that...yet totally and completely turned on.

i dropped my head down and noticed my large breasts hanging underneath me....my ass straight out behind me...begging to be touched....my pussy drooled underneath me getting hungrier by the minute...needing to be touched....to be filled...i felt His warm hands start caressing my body...starting at my ass....moving down my legs...to my inner thigh...then lightly to my pussy...starting at my clit...circling it for a few seconds...then moving deeper into my inner folds...scooping up my nectar...only to move back up my ass crack...to start all over again.

His warm hands calmed me at first...but once His fingers hit my clit...i could not help but moan...in excitement...in eagerness....and in frustration, when he finally moved his fingers away from my cunt again...He was swirling my nectar all over my bottom...i felt so dirty as He probed my pussy and ass...i could feel his eyes devouring me whole.

He stood up....and i was not prepared for the loud slap that followed...He spanked my ass..first one side...then the other...the first smacks loud and hard...the following ones a little lighter and softer...rotating between my ass cheeks...as he admired His handprints pinken on my ass, His one hand snaked back between my thighs.

to my surprise, He pinched my clit between two fingers as He kept spanking me...i could feel the heat building in my ass...knowing that He was making it redder and redder with each swat....i groaned with each slap....almost jumping in my shoes...trying to reconcile the feeling of my clit being pinched with the heated slaps on my behind....i flipped my head back and forth...red hair flying through the air...He warned me not to cum...under no circumstance was i to cum....but he was pulling the beast from deep inside me....she needed to be sated...soon.

hearing His reminder to not cum, i answered...grunting as i could not talk....but, i wanted Him to know i understood...He teased my cunt with his fingers...just pushing a bit inside, but not to fill...just enough to drive me mad with lust...He kept dipping His finger in and out as i pushed my ass out farther into Him...trying to get Him to enter me...but, alas, He never did.

when He finished slapping my ass, He moved up my body...kissing and stroking my back...goosebumps appearing everywhere...i shivered in my shoes from the intensity buidling withing me...He finally leaned over my back...His fully clothed warm body hugged my bent over form tightly...He reached around and grabbed both of my tits firmly with his Hands...fondling my tit flesh...forcing me to lean my head against Him...closing my eyes... losing myself in His touch.

my eyes flashed opened as i felt Him slap my tits....rotating from one to the other...from nipple to fleshy part...back and forth...one to the other...left to right...then, He startled me and hit both together....i swear i bounced against His body when He did that...seeing my response, He did it again a couple of more times...wetness puddled from my pretty pussy...His body resting on top of mine as He produced louder sounds from me with eat smack of my tits...the binding rope fell off as it loosened from His treatment of my breautiful breasts...i watched the rope hit the floor and wondered what was next to come.

He took the fallen rope and walked away from me...i heard His footsteps clicking away and did not know where He was going or what He was doing...i closed me eyes for a bit to focus...and to stop myself from shaking...suddenly, i felt the rope crack against my ass...He was improvising...using the rope as a whip...to use wherever He wanted...my wet cunt...my red ass...my cramped legs...my sensitive tits...my exposed back...i had never felt anything like this before.

the rope hit my skin and caused intense shocks throughout me...the pain hit the skin...and the electricity resonated within my body....always ending up in my pussy...making it clench...making it throb...making it drip...He hit my pussy with the rope and i groaned...He told me how dirty i looked...what a naughty slut i was....how slutty i was to be leaning against the table letting Him do whatever He wanted to me...the words made me purr...answering "yes Sir" to everything He said...wiggling my ass for Him everytime the rope hit me someplace new...causing quite a stir within.

-to be continued

parking again

2007-06-27T21:27:00.001-05:00

we did not have a lot of time again....but i needed to see Him...needed to feel Him....needed to hear those hot whispers in my ear telling me what a naughty slut i was for Him....His dirty whore....who would do everything He asked....pleasing Him.

i was getting addicted to how He made me feel....giving control to Him....freeing myself fully to be used like the good little cockwhore i know i am....but usually refuse to admit...He knows my dark desires....He loves to think about what He can do with them....with me.

He hugged me close and tight....i could here His breathing pick up....knowing i was not the only excited person here....i love knowing that i have an effect....it pleases me to know i please Him....i looked up at Him....He gently brushed the wild locks from my face....and kissed me tenderly....making my entire body fall into His lap....He tightened His grip on my hair....and i laid into His body....His kiss.

He teased....He kissed....licked....sucked....my luscious lips.....and did it all over again....making me moan in frustration....just as i was going to kiss Him deeper....He would purposely pull away....hearing my moans of disappointment....only to come back in and kiss me again....on His terms....putting me in my place....reminding me He is always in control.

after many, many kisses....He reached around and unfastened my bra....releasing my fleshy tits into His hands.....I leaned back away from His body as He moved His hands and head down to my breasts....kneading the sensitive tit flesh in different ways....pulling on the already sensitive nipples....they were still extra sensitive from the play they had yesterday from Him....the pain rippled through my body....but in a wonderful way....almost as if i was reliving the same scene from the day before....pushing me closer to the edge...trying to find my limits.

He bit and suckled on each nipple...giving each one His undivided attention for some time....keeping me wiggling underneath His strong hands...a few times my gasps went up a couple of octaves....telling Him that He was pushing me past the edge....carefully, He licked my sensitive flesh bringing the pleasure back into my body....automatically eliminating any and all pain that was there.

He looked up at me....with those deep eyes.....

"Do you want my cock, slut?"

"yes, Sir."

"Then beg for it slut. Tell me how bad you want it"

"Sir, please may i have your cock.....please i need it Sir."

"Not yet slut."

with that said, he leaned back down and grabbed both my tits tightly.....pulling my nipples away from my body....tweaking them harder....twisting them more.....i groaned in frustration....i need Him badly....He played for only a bit more then told me to beg again.

"please Sir...i need to touch your cock....i need to taste your cock....i need it so bad Sir."

i could hardly look at him after saying that....my body was shaking with need....a light blush appearing all over my body....He sat up.....lifted His hips and completely removed His pants....releasing my prize in front of me.

"Unbutton and unzip your pants....I want access to that ass slut. Pull them down a bit too....that ass is mine." (still not the best time of month)

i followed instructions immediately.....not paying any mind to people coming and going around us....i did not care....i leaned over Him....propped myself up directly over His cock....put my ass up....He pulled my panties down....exposing my naked skin to the humid air....my cunt spasmed....my cunt was hungry for His cock....but my mouth wanted to savor Him....He affects all my senses....i was on sensory overload.

as i slid my entire mouth down his length, he slapped my ass......moving from one cheek to the other....each slap making my pussy wetter and juicier....i moved His meat in and out of my mouth....pumping Him.....just envisioning the scene at hand....wondering what people would think if they saw us....and getting more excited at that possibility....what a slut.

He grabbed my hair hard and pulled me off His cock....he redirected my head farther down and ordered me to lick His balls....i greedily snaked my tongue out and licked every inch of Him....smelling His musky scent....getting hornier with every lick.....like reading my mind....he began playing with my asshole....first lightly....pressing against the tight hole....hearing my moans of excitement....He pushed harder and popped right in my tight hole.....fucking my ass with His fingers as He forced my head down to suckle His balls....using His fucktoy good and hard.

He yanked my head back up and told me to suck His cock again....this time.....He forced my head down far.....gagging me....repeatedly....He did this.....fucking my face.....His little cockwhore.....two out of three holes getting used....He fucked my mouth with this throbbing cock....and fucked my ass with his probing fingers....bringing me closer and closer to the edge...He pushed my head down rougher and faster and I knew He was close to cumming.

He impaled my hole with His fingers as I sucked Him quicker....speeds were matched together....His fucking....my sucking....ooooohhhhh.....i felt Him tighten underneath me....as He pushed down for one final thrust....His hot load bounced off the back of my throat as I milked His cock dry....His saltiness rolling around in my mouth as I swallowed it down....making me purr in happiness....perhaps for a job well done.

we need to meet now

2007-06-26T20:06:00.000-05:00

"Is there a place nearby to meet and get a drink?"

"i don't know."

"Well, I am in the area. Pick a place."

"nothing comes to mind...i don't know."

"Are you going to make me order you? I will if I have to."

"i know you will....let me think."

"Ok."

"let's just meet at the restaurant down the street....you know the one?"

"Yes. See you in a bit."

"bye."

i finished up what i was doing....checked my makeup and clothes.....and headed out the door as my heart raced quickly within my chest....i broke out in shivers.....and my breathing picked up.....that seems to happen when i am going to see Him....it is amazing the effects He has on my body without doing a thing.....my body responds on its own....giving away my eagerness and anxiousness.

i raced in my car to my destination....music blaring as loud as possible....attempting to drown out the "thud, thud" in my heart.....trying to calm myself down.....windows open.....as i suddenly needed air.....damn nerves....my hair was flying all over the place....catching in my glasses.....i turned into the parking lot.....took the long way around....not sure why....perhaps to calm myself a bit more.....totally unsuccessful.

i pulled into the parking lot.....He flashed His headlights to get my attention....i pulled into the empty spot next to His car.....i pulled up....smiled....giggled......and flicked my hair....trying to hide beneath it.....that's what i do when i get nervous....we exchanged quick "hello's...got out of our respective cars....and hugged.....tightly....it was heavenly sinking into Him....feeling His warmth....His strength.

He lifted my chin and kissed me gently at first.....then more passionately....taking the breath from my very body.....my body arching into His.....soft purrs escaping as i became putty in His hands....the kiss ended....we looked at each other.....and i could not help but giggle again....that put a smile to His face....we casually walked into the restaurant together.

the hostess offered us a booth.....i quickly slid in to the inside......He slid in next to me....our knees touching....sending electric bolts through my body....i blushed....not sure if He noticed or not.....we ordered our drinks and sat in silence for a few seconds....that silence was deafening.....i was nervous....anxious.....eager.....yet, i could not speak....but, the giggles kept coming.....i feel so silly when that happens.

finally, we both laughed in unison.....and started talking.....about all sorts of things....switching topics occasionally....switching tones....occassionally.....i found myself yearning for that dark, deep tone...the tone that puts me in my place.....reminds me that i am submissive and He is Dominant.....the tone that gets me aroused....the tone that makes me want to please Him unconditionally.

after a few drinks....kisses....cuddles....knee grabs.....we decided we needed to leave....but did not have the time to go anywhere for longer.....so we headed to His car....for a bit more privacy....who knew what would happen.....the giggles continued.

we got into the car....and immediately His mouth met mine...hot and hungry....i leaned into Him....tongues dueling with each other....deep within each other's mouth....i felt His kiss to my toes....and a throbbing started deep within my pussy....i was paralyzed into position....i could not move....His one hand wrapped around my shoulders pressing me into Him....His other hands caressing my face....my neck.....my flesh.

finally, He pulled away from our embrace....we looked around the parking lot.....we both laughed again....not exactly the prime position to be when people walked in or out of the restaurant entrance.....so He drove us to a nearby more secluded parking lot....i sat in silence....completely turned on....yet, so embarrassed by my wanton behavior.

He parked....moved His seat back a bit....looked at me.....with those desirous eyes....leaned into me....and took what He wanted from His slut.....He kissed me lustily....unleashing my inner beast...i kissed Him back deeper....moaning into His mouth....His tongue flitting out to tease my tongue....my lips....His hands moved into my blouse.....cupping my fleshy tit into one hand....He leaned down and licked my nipple....already sensitive and erect....He licked....nibbled....and sucked....squeezing the fleshy globe harder in His hands....then, He bit.....harder than ever before....i gasped and groaned....yet, wanted more....wanted to be pushed....needed to be pushed.
He roughly played with one tit and then moved on to the other.....treating it the same way....first starting soft.....then getting harder.....licking....biting.....tweaking....pinching....causing pain....the pleasurable pain that engulfs all of my senses....making me purr....making me wet....making me His.....He whispered in my ear that He would like to play with my breasts for hours.....tying them....slapping them...wondering if i could cum with just that manipulation....hearing that, my pussy muscles ached more....wanting Him.

amidst His playing, He slid my hand to His cock....straining in His pants....i could feel it harden with each stroke of my hand....i imagined the pre-cum glistening from the tip....the purple head growing in size....as i played with it....caressed it.....stroked up and down the shaft.....then circled the tip with my fingers....feeling His trousers get tighter as His cock grew in desire.

while i stroked....He continued His adoration of my tits....moving from one to the other.....breasts completely out of the top of my bra and blouse.....exposed for any passers-by to see....me not caring....just wanting to be a pleasing slut for Him....He shifted to my other breast and i accidentally pulled my hand away from his hot manhood.

"did I tell you to stop rubbing my cock, slut?"

"no Sir....but i cannot reach"

He adjusted Himself accordingly....my eager hand went instantly back to stroking.....while His mouth went back to work biting my sensitive nipples.....causing me to moan louder and louder as He bit harder....i stroked faster....trying to grip His entire cock in my hand through His trousers.....getting wetter with each stroke and bite....He moved from biting my tits....to slapping them....sending shivers through my body.....cunt muscles spasming with each smack.

"Do you want this, slut?"

"yes, Sir."

He reclined His chair back....unzipped and released His hard shaft from its' confinement....it sprung up to attention immediately....begging for my mouth.....without hesitation, i knelt up on the seat.....ass in the air.....head down.....licking up one side and down the other side of his delicious meat....circling my tongue upon the tip....only to lick up and down all over again.....then, i put my entire mouth upon it.....sliding it deep within my mouth....bobbing slower and then faster.....His hands gripped tightly within my hair as He forced my head down.....His cock impaling my throat....feeling my throat muscles constrict.....making me gag.....tears welling up in my eyes.

being called a good slut made me want His cock even more.....my mouth bounced upon Him....as His hand crept to my ass....slapping it....taking turn from one cheek to the other.....getting me wetter.....i was dripping.....the slaps stopped and the face fucking began once again....in and out....in and out.....deeper.....and deeper.....forcing His cock down my throat....into my gullet.....making me gag....His moans getting louder.....my moans muffled by the tasty cock in my mouth....my entire body was on fire....i wanted to please Him so badly.....i needed to.

His hand back upon my ass....playing with it through my pants....not the best time of month for me.....but He played nonetheless....driving me mad with desire....He can do anything to me.....He rubbed against my asshole....kneading my ass.....slapping....doing anything He pleased.....as He spanked me faster....I sucked Him faster.....His speed increased.....mine did too....then, he forced my head down again....harder....forcing me to gag.....deeper than before....my throat tightening around Him....as He spurted His hot seed deep within my throat.....feeding me as only He can.

his hands gripped my body tightly.....i leaned into Him....my body drenched in sweat....as i licked up every ounce of Him....leaving none to waste....cleaning Him up as always expected....i eagerly licked and sucked His softening cock....loving the taste of Him on my tongue...in my mouth....smiling inwardly to myself for a job well done.....happy to have pleased Him....wanting to please Him more.

after putting ourselves back together, we kissed deeply....passionately.....tight within each other's arms....trying to figure out when to see each other again....and for a longer session....something we both certainly need.

Sugasm #85

2007-06-25T17:19:00.001-05:00

Sugasm #85

Mon 25th Jun, 07

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Tiger Tagged Me!!!!

2007-06-25T13:42:00.000-05:00

The rules…. each player starts with 7 random facts about themselves on their Blog. People who are tagged need to blog 7 facts about themselves and post the rules as well. At the end of their blog list 7 people you are tagging. Let them know that they are tagged by leaving them a comment.So, here are my 7 random facts.

1. as some of you know i love music.....all sorts of it......from country to pop to rock to alternative.....and everything in between. but, one of my all time favorites is "meatloaf".....i am totally embarrassed to tell you that....but it is a random fact. lol

2. in regards to music.....i am also musically inclined. i have not played for years but i can play the piano, clarinet and saxophone....and i was a matching band geek in high school....i would love to pick it all up again to teach my son if ever he is interested.

3. as you all know, i can write juicy stories.....but i have a hard time saying those very same words that i have no problem writing....i get embarrassed and beat red.

4. i am short/petite.....and with that comes small feet....very small feet in my case....i am 5 ft tall.....and can wear a kid's size 3 in shoes.....it kinda works when looking for gym shoes....but sandals or dress shoes....forget it....so my foot ranges from 3 in kids to size 6 in women.

5. another random fact is that i have had ONLY one pedicure and two manicures in my entire life. some people think that is freaky....if they only knew about my "dark" side....lol.

6. i am not your normal girl when it comes to getting things done around the house....i like to fix things....to do projects....i dont mind getting dirty in the mud....i do gardening with bare hands (which my husband thinks is gross). currently, i have dug trenches around my shrubbery all around my house and am laying stone edgers by hand....a couple of years ago, i put in a stone patio all by myself.....does not look the best, but i did it!!!

7. i do not like clowns.....some i hate in fact. i saw "poltergeist" when i was young and hated clowns ever since....it does not mean i will run screaming from one at a circus....just means i would rather they leave me alone....lol......and yes, i am blushing at admitting this one too!

i hate tagging people....making them feel obligated to answer....but if you are so inclined feel free to do this....no pressure, Pixiepie....Ronjazz....Fanta_Cee....Mina/ Amorphous!

xoxo

i crave

2007-06-24T18:43:00.000-05:00

i crave Your mouth on mine...tongues dueling in passion.

i crave Your lips near my ear...whispering those naughty words i long to hear.

i crave Your kiss on my neck...sending shivers down my spine.

i crave Your bite on my shoulder...marking me as Yours and only Yours.

i crave Your hands in my hair...pulling and tugging...exerting Your control.

i crave Your fingers...tweaking...fondling...kneading...probing anywhere You like.

i crave Your eyes on my body...burning straight to my slutty core.

i crave Your skin on my skin...flames of desire increasing with each move.

i crave Your hot tongue...exploring my body...my folds...making me gush in ecstacy.

i crave your hard cock...on me...in me...feeding me...fucking me...

i crave your nurturing...teaching me more about myself.

i crave Your firmness...Your control...reddening my bottom...tying me up.

i crave Your attention...reminding me i am Your slut...Your desire.

i crave Your passion...as You push me to the edge over and over again.

I crave my submission to You...as my submission frees me to be my true self.

i crave You...fully...completely...unconditionally.

What do you crave, Sir?

I want everything.....

2007-06-23T22:21:00.001-05:00

i have been blaring this one all day....i wonder why?

"everything" by buckcherry

cry

2007-06-22T14:45:00.001-05:00

today has been a tough day.....

This pixie is sad
Has she done so bad?

He is upset with me

no longer filled with glee

Her heart is awry
She just wants to cry

Broken up inside
She wants to run…wants to hide

She feels so torn
And terribly forlorn

She does not know why?
If she did, she would try

To be better….to be great
A much happier state

anonymous admirer

2007-06-21T13:43:00.000-05:00

this pixie has an anonymous admirer who was finally motivated to respond to my desirous, wanton posts privately.....i warned him that i would be sharing his erotic words here.....

i do believe he wants this slut.....as he has filled my head with very naughty things......

"How is your hot, wet pussy ... still yearning for some good lovin', lickin' and fingerin'? Your beautiful, fleshy cheeks ... longing to be spread apart and penetrated deeply? Do you want to feel the fire of a good spanking? Do your wrists feel the rope tightly tied around them, securing them to the corners of the bed while your ankles are fastened to the bottom corners? Do you long to hear my voice ... commanding you to serve me, make me happy, make me cum? Do you wish me to bring you to the edge and then not let you go over... making you beg for release like the slut you are? Do you want to crawl, naked, across the room to kiss my feet.... work your tongue up my legs to stop within an inch of my throbbing, package... and then not be allowed to continue ... as you breathe the scent of my sex ... making you beg to be allowed to go further? Do you?"

Oh yes.....yes please!

worth a giggle

2007-06-20T15:31:00.000-05:00

this dark pixie was feeling exceptionally naughty today...........so, after re-formatting the blog and getting really tired.....this came to me.....and yes, i know it is really, really bad.....but does my point come across????

Sir....i want so, so badly to play
i will happily do as You say

on my knees, on the floor
i beg You for more and more

my mouth on your throbbing cock
i bob on You...You're hard as rock

my musky scent fills the air
i will not cum...i will not dare

my pussy is so very wet
please....please fuck your wanton pet

then, reposition and face my back
give my ass a good hard smack

please slam Your cock inside my cunt
so hard and fast, please make me grunt

please take me...fuck me, make her yours
remind me I'm your slutty whore

bound and punished

2007-06-19T19:52:00.001-05:00

i write most often about things that move me.....things that arouse me.....that make me beg for more.....that make me desire Him....know that i always try to please.....to make Him happy....with me....with everything.....my goal is to lovingly serve while pleasing Him fully.

but, i am not always the most obedient little pet.....i have made many mistakes.....i have been labeled as challenging for various reasons....hesitation in completing a task.....misuse of words.....talking when it is not appropriate....just plain not following orders as instructed....because of this....i have accumulated a large list of punishments to come....when He sees fit He will punish me accordingly....and i being, His loyal slut, will comply with whatever He chooses.

i am not a pain slut....i do not even think i am into pain at all....i am not looking to get beaten or bruised just for the sheer sake of it.....but there is that fine line between pain and pleasure that i am curious about.....i want to go to the edge....see how far i can go....see what my limits are.....i trust Him to push me only as far as i can take....with that said, i am in His hands.....to take....to mold....to push...to cherish....to adore.....and finally, to punish.

just imagine.......

me....the trusting whore.....kneeling on the floor.....in the far corner of the room.....just like a child being chastised.....naked.....hands bound behind my back......feet crossed underneath me.....eyes blindfolded....but that is not all....there is a catch to this ..something entirely new and well thought out....that surprised even me.

there was rope tied around my long curly, hair.....very tightly, at the base of my skull.....that rope led down my spine and attached itself to my bound hands.....the strain on the rope forced me to keep my head straight up and very still.....moving my head forward.....forced me to pull my own hair.

now, that does not seem so bad....i should've been able to lean my head backwards to find relief....but that was not that case....nipple clamps were tightly attached to each of my sensitive tits.....with a chain running in between the fleshy globes.....this chain was fastened to my ponytail....somehow....i did not see how it exactly all fit together.....if my head went back.....my nipples were yanked upwards harshly by the clamps.....so either, i stay still.....or either my hair or nipples paid the price.

staying still is hard enough to do without the added pressure of this intricate set-up......but to make it more interesting.....Sir added some additional features.......a vibe against my clit.....and headphones covering my ears....for an almost sensory deprivataion experience...but it was not silence i heard.....but rather a song....a song that gets to me every time.....you can imagine your own music....but "Closer" by Nine Inch Nails was running through my head here.

intensely buzzing right along....i wiggled naked in the corner.....the vibe sending shivers through my entire body..... i animalistically growled and groaned from my hurt head......sore nipples.....and overly sensitive cunt.....being blindfolded heightened my senses exponentially.....i could not keep still no matter how i tried to focus myself.....all the while, i was unaware of Him watching from across the room.....for all i knew.....i was alone......as He told me He was off to do errands before He applied the blindfold and headphones.

the tension kept building in my body....the pain from my nipples and hair battled the pleasure in my juicy pussy.....i was a bitch in heat.....and needed to cum.....but i was not allowed to do so.....thinking that He was gone.....how could i hold off my orgasm.....my entire body hurt.....i was sore......i was sweaty......i was exhausted.....i wanted to cum.....i needed to cum......but knew better than to do so......so i panted through all of the sensations i was feeling...i tried to keep the pain away.....but i could not do that......either my hair pulled or my tits pulled...i could not keep still no matter what.

after what seemed like hours....my hair stuck to my body from sweat.....my throat raw from moaning.....my clit on fire from direct stimulation.....my pussy throbbing as i forced myself not to cum....Sir removed the blindfold and headphones.....He startled me when He did this......i looked up at Him.....tugging my engorged breast upwards.....gasping at the pain.....He smiled at His messy little toy....writhing around in the corner in her own juices.

"my good girl....did you cum slut?"

"no Sir" i barely whispered.

"i know slut....i have been here the entire time....watching you.....wiggle under your binds.....listening to your moans.....wondering what you were feeling.....pain or pleasure?"

i could not help but blush at His words....

His kiss

2007-06-18T21:07:00.000-05:00

He knows i love to kiss Him....and used it to His advantage...........

quietly, He came up behind me....startling me, by pulling my hair.....hard....not hard enough for tears....but hard enough to get my undivided attention....He yanked my head backwards....and passionately put His mouth upon mind....sliding His tongue in between my luscious lips....into my warm inviting mouth....our tongue's massaging each others'....while we both started breathing heavier....and heavier as the seconds passed slowly.....He was sucking my very life force from me....i got dizzier and dizzier....feeling myself melt into Him.

a bolt of electricity started in that deep, lusty kiss.....it shot straight from my mouth to my wet, dripping cunt....He was opening my entire body like a delicate flower....with just His kiss.....He owns my entire being and knows exactly what to do.....to turn me into His begging, needy whore.....I noticed my panties becoming drenched with my juices as His hands moved from my curly hair.....down to my fleshy tits.

tweaking and twisting....kneading and pulling my breasts with His strong hands.....without ever letting our lips part....i wiggled underneath Him in my chair.....arching into Him....squishing the moisture between my legs as it continued to pool underneath my ass.....i moaned.....but His mouth muffled my cry for more.....for Him to quench my thirst for Him.

He turned me around to face Him......still in the midst of that magnificent kiss......i felt like i was floating on air......as sensations sparked every inch of my body......i wanted His touch.....His lips.....everywhere.....i stood up into His chest.....His fingers fumbled the buttons of my blouse for what seemed like an eternity.....then i heard little clinks on the floor.....He ripped my shirt straight from my body......buttons everywhere......then without skipping a beat he unhooked my bra.....He pinched both nipples....they were already excitedly at attention.....He pinched them harder.....and harder.....finally forcing me to pull away from the kiss in a gasp......i was at that line of pain and pleasure and i fucking wanted more.

as i tried to catch my breath......i ran my fingers through my hair.....He roughly yanked my skirt down over my hips.....it dropped to the floor.....there i stood in front of Him......lacy panties the only thing between Him and my hungry pussy....He looked up at me.....His slutty pet.....then, he sniffed the air.....noticing my arousal hanging in the air around us.....His eyes sparkled as He smiled......making me blush....i hate it when my body gives me away......but, he adores it.

without a word.....He grabbed my hand.....and walked me to the couch......this time, he looked deeply into my eyes and kissed me gently.....He wrapped His arms around me tightly....i could not help but sigh.....loving the feeling of his body against mine.....feeling his cock straining through His trousers against my skin.

suddenly, He turned me.....my back to His chest......His hands reached around and played with my tits.....fondling....caressing.....i moaned in delight.......i pushed my ass against his hardening tool....moving my ass side to side....trying to play with Him through His pants....wanting to drive him mad with desire as He was doing me.

then, He pushed my head down.....forcing me to lean over the arm of the couch......smack.......smack.......the sound of His hand against my ass echoed in the room......the pleasurable pain sent chills up my spine.....goosebumps popped up on my flesh.....my juices drooled down my leg.....i heard throaty growls.......and then realized i was the source of those animal sounds.....He was waking up my inner beast.....the one that hides beneath the surface.....and comes out to play because of Him.

He slapped my ass again with one hand.....while ripping the scrap of lace covering my slit with the other hand......i could not believe what he was doing....just as soon as i saw my ruined panties fall on the couch.....i heard Him unzip and step out of His pants......my ass was stinging with His hand prints....while His hard cock was sliding back and forth across my ass......He was spreading His pre-cum all over my ass.....my sensitive reddened ass.....the ass that He owns.

He moved His manhood down to my wet hole....teasing it.....sliding it back and forth....circling my clit.....then pressing against my slit....but never quite entering....He was teasing me badly....my red hair flailed back and forth as i begged to be fucked.....over and over again.....i whimpered and pleaded for Him to fill me up with His throbbing cock....i needed Him to fill me....to fuck me.

"Sir.....please fuck me.....please fuck Your slut......ooooooohhhhh............please, Sir?"

without answering.....He grabbed both my hips.....and slammed His cock deep into my wet pussy.....i was so wet.....he went in with ease......filling my hungry hole......with His hard meat.....pumping me slow at first.....but increasing His speed quicker and quicker.....He moved His hands to my hair.....He wrapped both fists in my hair.....and held me like that as He impaled me on His rod....fucking me like His little slut.....His fucktoy.

being his wanton whore.....i fucked Him back.....pushing back into His groin with every thrust of His....wanting to feel Him deeper.....needing to feel Him deeper.....noticing my greedy behavior....He slapped my ass hard.

"what is my little slut doing? my greedy little whore wants to be fucked hard....does she?"

just hearing those words pushed me over the edge......my pussy clenched around His cock.....squeezing tightly.....as I came....over and over again.....my sweet honey puddling underneath our fucking bodies.....as the first wave subsided.....He reached underneath me and started circling my clit with His fingers.....I was wrapped up in all of the sensations in my cunt.....being thoroughly fucked.....my clit being playfully pinched.....i could not even talk.....all i could do was yelp.....and even that was getting more and more quiet......as the sensations in my body grew incredibly intense.

another orgasm snuck up on me.....i writhed underneath Him as He rode me from behind...slamming into my sweaty body with all that He had.....i closed my eyes.....as i could not even focus anymore....the room was spinning.....i was so caught up.....i whispered......yes.....yes.....yes.....i was at a loss for any other word.....my body spasmed against Him as my cunt tightened around His cock again....trying to milk Him.

this time, He did not let up.....He fucked me harder and harder....grinding His hips against me....His balls slapping against me.....His hands everywhere.....my hair.....my hips.....my clit......he started groaning......grunting......i could feel His entire body tighten against me.

"oh slut......i am going to cum...........cum now."

on command, my pussy closed around His meat.....tightening against His cock like a vice.....trying to swallow Him whole.....as He shot His salty load deep within me.....as he began relaxing......i kept cumming and cumming and cumming......every spot on my body was sensitive.....my cunt was on fire.....then, i felt Him slowly soften and pull out......his seed and my juices mingling and dripping down my inner thighs.

i fell down exhausted against the arm of the couch.....naked ass in the air....hair sweaty and messy from a hard fucking.....goosebumps everywhere as the air conditioning hit my hot flesh.....He looked down upon me, His spent slut.....draped over the couch.....and snickered.

"so, slut.....my kiss did all this?"

Inside Dark Pixie

really bad poem.....untitled

New Year's Inspiration

HELP ME PLEASE

I am a hungry whore

To wander

needing inspiration

yours

need your opinions please

Happy Belated New Year!!!!

"She is" by moonlite desire

longing

Year Anniversary!!!!!

an admirer wants to take me shopping

why am i falling down?

downtime

Timbaland - Apologize - Official Music Video

pixie offline

drifting to madness

facade

when it rains.....it floods!!!!

an island

visiting the Okiya

Lengthy, yet insightful Reading

control

"pried"

follow my instructions...pt 2

follow my instructions...pt 1

from Twilight Falls....

Girls, girls, girls

tagged by kitty....

on the verge....

i am back.....kinda

What color do you need? and boy does this fit me....

reminder....

been reviewed by Dark Scribe

Twilight Falls

Tagged by Tom's Cock Whore

time off

A Story for me.....

it's been too long...*sigh*

What breed of puppy am I?

wicked dance partner

Do you?

Toys...toys....toys

Distracted

i am His

note to self

Ambushed- pt 2

Ambushed

thanks a bunch

100 Things about Me Meme

Sugasm # 90

Been tagged by Steve

Linkin Park - Numb

Naughty Guide Review

Rockin' Pixie

Book Tag Meme- finally!!!!

missing Him

keep practicing...

dirty words

Mat Kearney - Undeniable

What's my pet name

please tell me!

fine line

Sugasm #88

Marilyn Manson - Heart-Shaped Glasses (When The Heart Guides The Hand): International Edit, Closed Captioned

dark pixie is not having a good day....

cowgirl

the Okiya calls....

Slutty sight

Gavin Rossdale - Adrenaline

burning plea

Palm Springs concludes.......

Visiting the Okiya

Holiday in Palm Springs....part 3

new sensations part 2

Sugasm #86

new sensations part 1

parking again

it's been too long...sigh